After Lexi left, Derrick walked in with his hands over his eyes. “Are you decent?”
“Never,” I said.
Derrick kept his eyes shielded.
“My top is securely in place,” I finally said.
He peeked out from his fingers, then dropped his hand.
“Lexi felt the lump too, so I’m calling the doctor.” I pulled out my phone and left a message with my doctor at East Village Practice for Obstetrics and Gynecology. Then, I sent a text to Eva. She immediately responded that of course she’d go with me.
She might have been lost in Ethanland right then, but I was relieved she’d show up when it was important.
* * *
Except,she couldn’t come.
The East Village Practice for Obstetrics and Gynecology had squeezed me in for a next day appointment, and Eva was still on a business trip in San Francisco for some tech charity thing and she wouldn’t be back until the weekend. Eva had said she’d take a red-eye, but I told her not to be ridiculous.
My alarm buzzed on my phone, telling me it was time to leave to get felt up by my doctor.
I grabbed my crossbody tote from behind Derrick’s office door, where I’d been sorting and organizing all morning. His office now had several inches of cleared floor space.
I shot him a text that I was leaving and walked to the bank of elevators. When I stepped in, Derrick stepped in behind me.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Coming with you.” He raised his hand when I began to protest. “I won’t come into the room with you. I’ll stay in the reception area. But someone should be with you, and Lexi is recording right now, and I know Eva’s out of town.”
I blinked back tears that suddenly popped into my eyes and ducked my head, embarrassed by the sudden emotion. Oh God, could this be some weird cancer hormone? Was that a thing? I was never emotional like this. What was going on with me?
It didn’t help that my boss had to step up and be my emotional support animal. How did I have no other friends in this city? I mean, I loved my Derby teammates, but we’d never hung out beyond drinks after a bout. If this lump turned out to be nothing, I was totally working on getting more friends.
Derrick must have seen my distress, because he put a hand on my shoulder softly, like I was made of glass.
I batted it off.
“I’m fine, Zaddy,” I said, covering the immense gratitude I felt for him at that moment.
“What’s a Zaddy?” he asked as we walked through the lobby and into a waiting Uber.
I sucked down another wave of gratitude as I realized Derrick had ordered the car for me.
“A sexy older man,” I said, sliding into the backseat.
Derrick screwed his face up, and despite my nerves, I laughed.
“You’re straight out of Central Casting,” I said, shoving my bag at my feet. “All broad-shouldered, bearded, tattooed, grumpy, rich, and let’s not forget, old.”
“I’ve got a few years until I’m in the grave,” Derrick grumbled.
“You’re prime Zaddy age.” I stuck my thumb in my mouth and sucked on it like a baby, batting my eyes.
“You’re weird.”
“I know.”
The East Village Practice for Obstetrics and Gynecology was a quick ride over to the East River near the Williamsburg Bridge. After I’d checked in at reception, I sat next to Derrick and madly googled “lump in breast.”