Page 32 of Missed Exit

I pull her up before she makes me come. It’s late, and we’re both too tired to go multiple rounds, and if I’m only going to come once, it’s not going to be in her mouth. Or before she comes on mine.

Her hair fans out over her pillow, and her watery eyes and soft smile make me afraid to blink, afraid the tenuous thread that’s binding us might break. I know from experience this could all come unraveled in the blink of an eye.

We haven’t known each other long enough for these feelings to make sense, but it’s already stronger than what I lost before. We’ll make sense of it as we go along. I tell myself if it’s meant to work, it’ll work.

As I kiss my way down her body, all her swells and dips, the tiny scar between her ribs, and every sporadic freckle is familiar. I know every inch of her.

But I barely get a taste before she tugs at my hair. “No. I want to know how it feels to come with you inside me.”

“I thought you said it couldn’t happen like that for you.”

“If I make it happen, it can.”

“So, I get a show after all.”

“I mean, you can watch, but I’m not doing it for you,” she teases.

“Oh, I’m pretty sure watching is going to do it for me.”

Her soft whimper when I push inside her sweet pussy is my favorite sound. Her knuckles graze my skin as she moves her hand into position to rub her clit.

I lengthen my strokes to give her more room. “Is this okay?”

“Don’t worry about me. Focus on you. Just fuck me the way you would if I’d already come. I’ll worry about me.”

There’s no way I’m not going to worry about her pleasure, and my eyes can’t help but be laser-focused on her. The sight of her thin fingers working her clit is so fucking hot. I want to maintain long, slow strokes, but when her fingers circle faster, my pace increases as well.

She rubs frantically as I fuck her harder. Her hips buck, and her back arches beneath me. I could blow right fucking now, but I need her to finish first. She’s so close.

I don’t want to change anything that might ruin this for her, but goddamn, her pussy keeps getting wetter and hotter and tighter. Looking away helps, but her walls are already squeezing me. I’m not going to be able to hold out for much longer.

I want to talk her through it, but I also don’t want to interrupt whatever’s going on in her beautiful head right now. Her other hand glides over her chest. When her fingers pause to pinch her nipple, I have to close my eyes.

Not that it helps, because I can still see her swollen pink nipple being squeezed and her glistening clit swelling under her touch . . .

She sucks in a quick breath with a shriek, and I force my eyes back open. I need the image of her coming on my dick for the first time seared into my memory forever.

My restraint shatters while she’s still shuddering through the last phase of her orgasm. The spasms of her pussy milking my cock trigger primal instincts. I’m absolutely feral as I fuck my way over the line.

I hope chasing mine didn’t cut her release short. I’d hate to think I just experienced something that euphoric while cheating her out of any part of hers. I’ve never had a bad orgasm, but that was fucking rapturous.

“Sorry if I came too soon.”

“Did you come?” she says through ragged breaths. “I didn’t notice.”

“You finished, right?” I tease back.

She shrugs. “I think I got close.”

“If you’d gotten any closer, I’d be trying to revive you right now.”

“Did you just admit that you’d have nutted first, and then tried to revive me?”

“I want to say that’s not true, but . . .”

I’m lucky she shares my twisted sense of humor. That comment might’ve been too much for another woman. Not Greta. She laughs along with me, but she pinches my side. I grab her wrist and pull it to my mouth, where I pretend to bite it before I kiss her smooth skin.

I bring her a towel, and then I crawl back into her bed. When she disappears into the bathroom, I know I’m probably going to be asleep by the time she gets back from brushing her teeth. I rearrange her pillows and roll to my side, smiling when I notice the glittery purple pen on her nightstand.

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