“Maybe, but if you didn’t love it so much the first time we wouldn’t do it again.”
I don’t have a retort to that because I remember the fear. I remember not being able to breathe and how I was convinced I was going to die. On the other hand, I remember how turned on I was. How badly I wanted his hands on me. How the feeling of having my air cut off only added to the release when it finally hit me.
I remember how much I fucking loved it.
Even if I would rather wear his hand as a necklace than his snake, the danger only adds to the moment. Which is why I do want it.
Despite all the reasons I shouldn’t, I open my mouth, silently telling Adam exactly what I want. He smirks down at me, taking his time to unbutton his pants. I start to close my mouth, but he shoves his thumb in, pushing down on my tongue and forcing my mouth open wider.
“Keep this open for me, baby girl. I want to see the drool fall from these pretty little lips while you wait so patiently for my cock to fill it up.”
I whimper softly and Athena tightens slightly around my throat making my eyes bulge, but I don’t move. Adam keeps his finger pushed in my mouth while he works his pants off with one hand.
“Look at you, already so desperate for me, is it getting hard to breathe?”
I nod slightly.
“Good, let me see some of that drool, make sure your mouth is nice and wet for me.”
I do my best to push some out and it must satisfy him because he lets out a low groan, collecting the saliva on his finger he removes from my mouth and swipes it along his length. I keep my mouth dropped open because the sight is so fucking hot, and also I want to be good for him. Which is a thought I never would’ve imagined having, but here we are. My entire life has been flipped on itself all thanks to these three men and I can’t do anything about it.
I reach forward to get him to come closer. He grabs my hand, stopping me. “That’s not being patient.”
I narrow my eyes.
“There she is, there’s my spitfire I love to see,” he coos.
He rewards me by pushing his thick cock into my mouth, letting me taste every inch of him as he pushes to the back of my throat. I try not to gag around him, wanting to take more. Wanting to do everything in my power to be so good for him. Even as Athena starts to tighten slightly around my throat.
I work through my fear, though it’s still there and only makes me wetter knowing what’s happening. I know it’s fucked up. I know I’m so wrong for feeling this way, but these men make it feel like it’s okay. My men.
Closing my lips around Adam, I hollow my cheeks and suck hard which makes him groan loudly above me. His hands fist the hair at the top of my head, holding me in place.
“How’re you feeling, baby girl? How’s your breathing?”
I hum around him in response. I swear if he tries to stop this I’ll bite down so he’s unable to leave my mouth. I’ve liked fighting back, telling them no, trying to escape, but right now in this moment I don’t want to do any of that. I want him to know that this is exactly what I need right now.
That I’m scared, but doing it anyway because I want to. Because I’m beyond turned on. He seems to understand, and uses his grip on my hair to fuck into my mouth harder. I take everything he gives me, hitting the back of my throat while my air is constricted.
“So good for me, baby girl. Fuck you’re perfect,” Adam grinds out while fucking me even harder.
“I knew I’d be missing something.” Drew’s voice pulls me back to reality slightly. I didn’t hear him come in. Or maybe he was here and I didn’t know.
Or maybe I’m hallucinating from lack of oxygen.
“You want to join her?” Adam asks.
Drew hums, coming closer. I look up at him, blurry through my tears but he’s standing right next to Adam. So close I think they may touch, but both of them are focused on me instead.
“Nah, I’m going to enjoy this,” Drew answers, not moving from his spot, and not taking his eyes off me.
It’s like something switches in Adam and I thought he was rough before, but it only increases now as he pulls back so it’s just the tip of him between my lips. I lick around the crown before he thrusts back in almost completely. This time I’m unable to fight the gagging sound I make and it makes Athena tighten so my air is completely cut off.
My eyes bulge as I look up at the two men looming over me.
“Can you breathe, little one?”
I make a small sound, and he looks at Adam, then back to me. “You better not kill our girl,” he threatens.