I was keenly aware of my nakedness, especially given that he was still fully clothed. His suit trousers and long sleeve shirt barely disheveled while I sat in nothing but a pair of stilettos.
I didn’t know what Marco was going to do next…but I certainly didn’t expect for him to drop my hands and back away from me completely.
He reached down to pick up my discarded panties from the floor and stored them in his trouser pocket. Shooting me myfavorite boyish smile, he opened the door and disappeared back out to the club.
What the fuck?
I shook my head and let my thoughts catch up with me a moment.
I didn’t know why I had done it.
I wasn’t strong enough. It was inevitable.It would be worth the hurt.
They were the only excuses I had, but the truth was that the excuses didn’t matter. The damage was done now. It was irredeemable. Inescapable. I couldn’t deny my feelings for Marco any longer. Iwasgoing to give myself to the man and it wasn’t a matter of if butwhen.
Giving in tonight had proven how impossible to ignore my feelings had become. It also meant I would rather risk a future full of heartache than resist him any longer.
Being with him was too intoxicating, too exciting. He brought out a side of me that no one else had.
A side where I was strong and free.
Then again, when Eve took a bite of the apple in the garden of Eden, she probably thought she was free too.
MARCO
She was so fucking submissive in the sack.
It was like someone had infiltrated my thoughts and created a woman just for me, based on all the features that were guaranteed to fuck with my senses.
I hadn’t intended to watch her dancing at the club. Just like I hadn’t intended on going over there, putting my finger in her mouth, pulling her into my cousin’s office and fucking her with my fingers on his couch.
Not exactly how I had envisioned it happening.
When she had begged me for her release it had turned me on so much my vision went hazy and my dick so hard, I thought it would shatter. I had to force myself to leave.
If I had given in to the wild desires stirring in me, I was sure as shit not going to be gentle. I was going to fuck her.Hard.
And I wasn’t going to do that in my fucking cousin’s office.
She was different from everyone else…which was exactly why I couldn’t do her on that couch as if she wasanyoneelse.
She’d told me before that there had been two men in her past, but judging on the way she responded to me tonight with those dick-stirring moans and heavy sighs at the slightest touch…I had a feeling she had never truly been touched before. Not to mention howtightshe was.
Her body was driving me to the brink of absolute fucking distraction.
Knowing that nothing short of sex was going to truly help with my hard-on, but with everyone else on the shitting planet out the window—my only option was the shower.
The second the SUV pulled up to the door I made a beeline for it and the moment the water hit my shoulders, I gripped my dick in my hand and started pumping like a teenage chump. It was pathetic, but entirely necessary.
Thoughts of her laying out before me, her sighs andpleases… her face when she climaxed hard around my fingers.
I came undone beneath my own hand, letting out a quiet groan as a small sense of release washed over me. Unfortunately, it did little to still the beast that still prowled inside.
She’s driving me goddamn insane.
CHAPTER
EIGHTEEN