Page 394 of The Winslow Brothers

Desperation makes me cling to another possibility, though, and I volley a polite offer to do this another time. “Oh, uh…do you need me to come back?”

“No, actually, we’ve been waiting for you,” my dad says and gestures toward the only empty chair across from his desk. “Take a seat.”

Waiting for me? Like, together? What in the hell is going on here?

I wish I could get a read on the room, but I can’t. The only option I’m left with is to take a seat beside Ty and wait for the onslaught. So, that’s what I do.

My dad stands up from his chair and paces the spot to the right of his desk. Both Ty and I follow his movements, and I find myself looking at Ty again, trying to figure out what’s going on.

But his blue eyes give nothing away. Chillingly, they don’t even glance in my direction.

“Is everything okay?” I eventually ask, and my dad turns on his heel to face me, the expression on his face cutting me all the way to the bone.

“No, Rachel. Everything is not okay. We need to discuss what’s going on.”

“What’s going on with what, Nate?” Ty questions, and if my father’s mouth was firm before, it’s downright acidic now.

“I know what you two are doing.”

Oh no. The time of reckoning really has come.

I almost open my mouth to deny it, but I stop myself before following through. It’s not the time for excuses. Not anymore.

“I saw you. Both of you. Together,” he expands. “Last week, near the Carlyle.”

Ty’s gaze falls to his lap briefly and then lifts again, meeting my father’s judgment head on.

“You were both very…involvedwith each other.” He pauses briefly to take his glasses off his nose and rub at the space between his eyes harshly. I watch silently, as does Ty. The irrational urge to reach out and take his hand in mine is both overwhelming and insane. Touching him right now wouldnotbe in our best interest.

“The conference I asked you to attend, Rachel, just so happened to be a block up the street from the hotel you two were apparently staying in together,” he continues. “I know this because I was blessed with the visual of one of my professors getting far too close with my daughter.” He turns his glare to Ty. “I had a feeling something was up between you two, and I was right. And I think it goes without saying that your being involved with your TA goes against university policy, Ty.”

This is not good.

“But perhaps less explicitly outlined by HR, it goes against everything I ever taught you to be. You two are putting both of your careers on the line,” my father continues, his voice rising in irritation. “You’re putting everything in jeopardy. And for what? Some kind of game or thrill?These are your lives.”

I start to open my mouth with a rebuttal, but Ty’s voice is louder than mine.

“It’s not a game, Nate,” he says, and his voice is laced with a serious edge that I’ve never heard before. “It might’ve started out that way, but it’s not anymore.”

“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” my father shouts, losing his cool and using the f-bomb for the first time in my life. Even when Nathaniel Rose is mad, he’s dignified.

Evidently, finding out your daughter is sleeping with one of your star professors is the point at which poise breaks.

“This goes beyond putting your own career at risk by being childish, Rachel,” he continues, his eyes meeting mine. “But you’re putting Ty’s at risk too.” He tosses both hands out toward his sides erratically. “Am I losing my fucking mind?’

Oh, I see. This is allmyfault. I should’ve known. Everything is Rachel’s fault in Nathaniel Rose’s eyes.

I bark out a sharp laugh, and my father’s attention is back on me.

“You think this is funny?”

“Yeah, Dad. I think it’s pretty freaking funny that at the end of the day, even someone else’s actions are my responsibility. Not only do I have toBe serious, RachelandTake your career in your hands, Rachel, andDo as I say, Rachel, but now I also have to worry about keeping up with someone else?” I shake my head. “I don’t think so, Dad. You can count me out.”

I shake my head and start to open my mouth again, a lashing the likes of a sadist coming, but Ty’s voice is there again, carrying over me.

“This isn’t a game, Nate,” he says and stands up from his chair.

“This isn’t a game?” my dad retorts, his voice harsh. “Well, then what the hell is it? Some kind of sick joke?”

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