Page 58 of Riding Jamie

A shiver ripples through me at seeing how much he loves pleasing me. At how hungry his eyes get every time he touches me. Jamie has never pressured me to have sex with him. I’d even gone on birth control two years ago, just in case I couldn’t stop myself from keeping my promise to my mother.

When it comes to Jamie… It's hard to resist wanting a piece of him.

“I want you, Jamie.” My voice is low and breathy with a hoarse rasp so full of longing that I’d be mortified if anyone but him heard me sound like that.

He doesn’t waste another second. His tongue slips between my lips as I suck him into my mouth. Every part of my body is on fire at his touch. Every inch of my soul, already given to him.

I moan his name softly, my voice becoming a shuddering rattle when he moves swiftly down my body to center himself between my legs. My eyes are already rolling up as my back arches under that first smooth swipe of his tongue along my slit, relishing in the sounds he makes as he tastes me.

One teasing stroke after another, he torments me. Bringing me to the edge, only to deny me the pleasure I truly seek. I lose myself in every searing sensation. Bucking my hips as he expertly swirls his tongue with the perfect pressure on the corebetween my legs. So much so that I splinter apart in an explosion of pleasure so fierce that all I can do is ride it out.

Jamie plants a soft kiss between my thighs as my shudders ease. My panting breaths, stifled by the back of my hand. He’s brought pleasure to me with his mouth so many times, but tonight, that’s not enough.

Tonight, I need him inside me, and not just within my mouth.

A surprised grunt slips out of him when I roll us over to get on top of him. Tugging at his belt buckle, an enormous, detailed silver bull rider with the words “Pain is temporary. Victory lasts forever” engraved on it. I attempt to free the beast within. He lets out a grunt the moment I reach inside his worn jeans to find the hot, thick length I’ve been craving.

My tongue swipes out, licking up the length of his rigid thick member before slowly swirling around its head, causing a moan to escape him right before his hand fists my hair. It isn’t the first time I’ve done this, and it definitely won’t be the last. Though he definitely won’t be releasing himself this way any time soon.

Letting his length slide from my mouth with a ‘pop,’ I stare up at him under my lashes. The ache between my thighs grows unmanageable as I slowly climb back up his body, his hands pushing my dress up my hips before pulling it over my head and tossing it to the floor.

His large palms skate over my breasts, thumbing my nipples to taut peaks as I fall forward to offer them to his eager mouth.

“So beautiful,” Jamie murmurs. His tongue strokes my naked skin as his hand slips between us so his fingers can find the sweet, tight knot between my legs. Slowly he moves his thumb in perfect circles until I can’t stand it anymore.

“Please,” I beg him. “Jamie… I can’t… I need you.”

Without taking his hand from between my legs, Jamie uses his other to guide me up, before slowly letting my body sinkaround the thick length of his member. Inch by inch, accepting him inside me. I’m so wet that he slides right in with no resistance, only the most delicious friction that causes me to moan at the sudden fullness.

Followed by a small amount of pain that causes me to wince at the feeling of my tight core wrapped around his thick length. Jamie frowns.

“Oakley? You okay, babe?”

“Pain is temporary,” I remind him with a small gasp. My hips roll and my head falls back as ecstasy flows through me. We’re finally doing it, finally having sex…and oh God, it’s so much better than I ever dreamed.

Jamie moves slowly at first, then faster as I urge him to drive himself into me harder. There’s no more pain, only this pleasure that has my entire body shaking. Riding him, laughter spills out of me at the image of him on a bull. It’s all perfect.

“Oh my God!” I cry out softly, the only words I can manage to form.

Everything else has become this perfect surge of desire. Nothing else matters. My body tightens, clutching him inside me. Forcing me to clasp a hand over my mouth to stifle my scream. My entire body throbs and quakes as another orgasm rips through me even harder than the first, pushing me closer and closer to levels I never knew were possible.

“I can’t hold out much longer,” Jamie groans out, gripping my hips as he thrusts once, twice, and then a final time. Shuddering, calling my name in a low, urgent voice, over and over.

Falling onto the bed beside him, my breath comes out heavily matching his. There’s a lingering soreness between my thighs that aches when I move, but I feel so good that I laugh again and press my face to his naked shoulder.

“What’s so funny?” he demands, twisting to his side with amusement in his tone.

Snuggling closer, I can’t contain the smile on my face. “I’m just so…happy. That’s all.”

Our first time was magic, just like I’d always expected it to be, but it was also much faster than I’d imagined. Like fire to a puddle of gasoline, our bodies had ignited. I trail my finger down his collarbone then rest my hand flat on his tight, muscled chest.

“I want every night to be like this,” I tell him. “Only not having to be worried my parents will overhear us.”

We’ve talked about getting married, but I’m supposed to go off to NYU in the fall for school. And Jamie’s dad wants him to work for the family rodeo. We’ve been circling this without ever talking about it, without giving each other a firm answer about what we’re planning.

“Me too,” he says. “I want to be with you, that’s all I know.”

I take in a deep, sudden breath, wishing I could just flat out ask him what he’s planning to do so I can decide if I want to go away to school, like my mom says I should, or if I should stick closer to home the way my dad says he’d like me to do.

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