“Oh fuck,” he choked out before driving into me again just as brutally.

My hands latched onto the sheets, and I didn’t care if anyone could hear us, or if Ash had even come back. It would serve the evil bastard right.

The next time he slammed into me, it was with even more force, and it pulled a pleasure-filled scream from me. There was a dazed look in his eyes, his cheeks flushed and sweat trickling down the side of his face as he kept up his pace and brutality.

“You’re right,” he managed in between thrusts. “This feels so much better.”

I whimpered in response, unable to say much else. He was so deep that whenever he slammed into me, his hips were smashing against mine, shoving me further into the mattress. My hands latched onto his triceps, my fingernails biting into his flesh, which caused him to hiss out in pleasure. This had gone from something so sweet and innocent to something rough and carnal.

“Feels so good,” I forced out, arching my back as he rammed into me over and over again.

He grunted, leaning forward to grab one of my breasts. He kneaded it between his fingers, relishing in the way it jiggled within his grasp. “You’re clenching around me so tightly, baby.” I couldn’t help it. The sweet nickname had me coming undone.Electricity pulsed through me in waves, pushing into my core until I was shattering around him.

He gasped, eyes widening as my release drenched him and trickled down my ass. “Goddamn,” he hissed, pulling out of me abruptly.

I sat up in confusion, knowing for a fact he hadn’t gotten off yet. My chest was heaving and there was even a sheen of sweat coating my own skin despite being the one doing the least amount of work.

“I don’t want to cum yet,” he explained, trying to catch his breath.

After a few minutes, he pushed out a breath. “You want to ride me?”

I nodded eagerly, still horny despite climaxing moments before. I wasn’t sure I’d ever be able to get enough of this, and it only reminded me of how unsatisfied Lucas made me. He lowered himself to his back and I climbed on top of him, placing a leg on either side before lining him up with me. In moments, I was seating myself on him, the new position making him go even deeper than before.

A choked noise escaped him, his hands moving to grip my hips. Once my body had adjusted to him again, I started sliding up and down, bracing myself on his shoulders. His chest muscles constricted beneath my hands as I rotated my hips, his dick adding pressure to my clit now. I trembled against him, my eyes meeting his.

He was probably the most attractive guy I’d ever laid eyes on, not counting Ashton, Kash, or even Colt. They were all gorgeous, too. And I hated that about them. It made it harder to resist him in times like these.

“Lean down.” He breathed, tightening his hands on my hips.

Reluctantly, I lowered myself so that we were chest to chest, my arms winding around his neck. He thrusted up into me hard,forcing the breath from my lungs at the intensity. The scent of sex clouded the air, but for once, it didn’t repulse me. I was already getting sore from how long we’d been going, but it felt good. I missed having a little bit of pain with sex, something I never got these days.

I turned my head, capturing his lips with mine. His breathing was heavy and strained as he fucked me, but he kissed me back despite it. He didn’t slow his movements, even when his tongue entered my mouth again. The salty tang of his sweat coated my tongue, but that didn’t bother me either. He dropped his hands to my ass and spread them wide, opening me more so he could slide in even deeper. I moaned into the kiss, the wet sounds of him entering me and pulling out reverberating throughout the room.

His breath hitched as he slammed me down on him again, his muscles contracting beneath me. This time, it was his turn to moan into the kiss, the sound vibrating through me as he spilled into the condom.

“Fuck,” he grunted, breaking the kiss to catch his breath. His dick was twitching inside me before it started to grow soft. He brushed a strand of damp hair behind my ear and pecked me on the lips one last time.

I crawled off him, not caring that I was still soaked from his mouth, fingers, and my own release. I collapsed onto the mattress, attempting to calm my own breathing. Exhaustion weighed on me heavily, but I knew I couldn’t sleep here, even as much as I wanted to.

He reached over me a few moments later, depositing the used condom in the trash near the bed before he laid beside me, wrapping his arms around my waist so that we were spooning. He pulled the sheet over our waists and wound one arm around my breasts, making me feel more at peace than I’d felt in a long time. This felt nice. Too nice. I’d half expected him to kick meout, but even though we had our problems, he wasn’t that much of a dick.

His lips brushed against the back of my shoulder, and I settled against his chest, never wanting this moment to end.

“Can I tell you a secret?” I whispered, using the same words he’d used earlier.

He hummed in response. “Sure.” His voice was thick with exhaustion, too, and I knew he’d fall asleep soon.

“I used to love you, too.”

I’d fought those emotions hard when we were teenagers. It had felt so wrong to feel that way about him while I was dating his best friend.

“Was that why you never wanted to fuck me before?” he asked after a few moments.

I bit my lip nervously, not sure how much to tell him. Part of me wanted to live in this moment and be as vulnerable with him as he’d been with me. But the other part of me was scared he’d use it against me.

“Partially,” I admitted. “I felt like it would complicate everything.”

He kissed my spine this time, but didn’t stop there. He started trailing kisses all over my back, sending jolts of electricity through my body every time his lips made contact with skin that had seldomly ever been touched. It shouldn’t have felt so good. It wasn’t even sexual.