“Kash refused. Remember?” I choked out.
“Oh, he could be talked into it.” Ash ran his tongue along the side of my neck, my body jerking between them.
It was becoming increasingly difficult to form coherent thoughts. “You think I want to fuck someone who has to be talked into it?” Not to mention, he had a girlfriend. This was wrong in itself, and I refused to do casual and meaningless hookups. Especially with people I’d become so close with.
Kash paused, glancing up at me like my words triggered something in him. “I’ll fuck you right now. Try me, little E.”
Holy shit.
His lips were back around my breast, his tongue resuming its work over my nipple, making me writhe between them. He dropped a hand from around my waist, moving it to my pussy where he started rubbing me through my panties.
“Just say the fucking word,” Kash continued, rubbing his thumb over where my clit was located.
“Oh God,” I whimpered, bucking away from his hand, despite wanting his fingers inside me. A dull throb pulsed between my thighs, making me tighten them together.
Ashton chuckled darkly, the sound doing things to me I didn’t want to admit. “Do you want him in this tight little pussy? Stretching you whole until you can’t take it anymore?”
Yes.
Fuck yes!
“I can’t,” I panted, my body moving into Kash this time instead of away, sending him mixed signals.
Kash smirked at me, clearly having noticed that. “You sure?” he asked. “I can make you feel real good.” He and Ashton were now playing off each other, doing anything to make me submit and give in.
“I’m sure,” I forced out.
He shrugged, dropping his hand from my pussy and straightened his spine. “Well, now you can’t say I didn’t try,” he told Ashton from over my shoulder.
Confusion swirled through me, the realization starting to sink in. This was pre-planned. Down to Kash touching me. So…hehadbeen talked into it. A hollowness settled deep within my stomach, making me feel used and dirty. I couldn’t even find it in me to be pissed, though. Kash still could have refused. He wasn’t being forced.
Twisting myself out of Ashton’s grip, I grabbed my shirt from the bed and tugged it on, not even bothering with a bra. My nerves were fried, and I was now sexually frustrated. Part of me wished I would have given into Kash. But I knew I’d regret it immensely. It was already going to be awkward as hell having to spend time with him after this.
Once I was fully dressed, I ran my fingers through my hair, trying to make it look as presentable as possible. Avoiding their gazes, I slipped my shoes on, only to be stopped by Ashton’s hand around my throat. His grip was firm, but not tight. He jerked me toward him, his gaze tearing through my own.
“Don’t feel embarrassed,” he growled.
“I’m not,” I lied.
He narrowed his eyes at me. “Don’t lie to me, either.”
Huffing, I nodded. He leaned forward, brushing his lips against mine tenderly. “This was just the beginning, Eve. Eventually, you’ll say yes.”
I didn’t understand why he was pushing it so hard. Shouldn’t he be thrilled that I only wanted him? I didn’t have time to comment on it because Kash was lacing his fingers through mine, causing my eyes to dart his way. Ashton released his grip around my throat, staring at me intensely.
“I love you,” I muttered.
“I love you too, Everleigh. Always.”
I allowed Kash to drag me out into the hallway, his hand still cupping mine. Glancing over, I noticed the massive indent in his jeans, the sight causing my heart to beat a little faster.
“What’s the plan?” I asked once we started down the stairs, trying to pretend like everything was normal when it most certainly was not.
Unlike my rigid composure, Kash was relaxed. Like we hadn’t been seconds away from tearing each other’s clothes off and like he wasn’t sporting an erection because of it. Whatever we did in that bedroom must have given him some kind of reassurance that Ash wouldn’t jump his bones for anything we potentially did. Hell, maybe that was why Ashton orchestrated it in the first place.
“I was thinking we could go to the movies.” He shrugged. “I can eat your pussy while you watch some chick flick.”
My lips parted in shock. I’d expected a comment like that from Jameson—though, he’d never been that crude before, but Kash was usually on the more careful side.