Page 18 of His Secret Obsession

Leaning my hip against the doorframe, I fix my gaze to her face. Then I cock my head, my lips twisting into a smirk.

“Watch me,” I silently mouth.

Her lip’s part on a gasp as she continues to rock on his lap. For a brief moment, that ugly thread of jealousy threatens toreappear because I know her bare breasts are pressed against his chest. And I can just imagine how good it would feel to have her nipples scraping against my skin.

Slowly unbuckling my belt so Luke won’t hear, I reach in and pull out my stiff erection. A bolt of lust shoots through me when Maddie stares at it like she’s fucking mesmerized. I use my thumb to smear precum over my sensitive head, hissing quietly at the jolt of pleasure. My hand begins to work itself up and down my shaft.

“Please.” Maddie’s breathless plea sends a bolt of heat spearing through my stomach and makes my muscles clench.

Fuck. Me.

I stroke myself a little faster while my free hand gently squeezes my balls, the way I imagine she would. My mouth falls open, and the way she’s looking at me has more precum oozing from my reddened tip. Does she know what it does to me when she looks at my cock like it’s something she wants in her mouth? I grit my teeth, fighting back a groan at the thought. Fighting the urge to close my eyes and tip my head back, I force them to remain on her. I fight that heavy-lidded haze of pleasure because I want her to see the hunger in my eyes; I want her to know I’m pretending it’s me thrusting into her body.

I want to be the one taking care of her needs and making her feel good.

“Are you close?” Luke murmurs into her ear. Her expression remains glazed, so fixated on me that I’m not even sure if she heard him. “I’m about to come, baby.”

I arch my eyebrow.

With her gaze still locked on me, she frantically nods her head. “Oh my God, yes.”

“Good girl,”I mouth.

Luke increases the speed of his thrusts, her lips trembling on a silent cry.

And suddenly, I don’t care whose cock she’s on as long she comes.

“Come,” I mouth.“Let me see.”My hands are still working up and down my cock, heat building at the base of my spine. My balls are tightening and—

Maddie cries out, her orgasm hitting her at the same time as mine. She turns her head into Luke’s neck, hiding her face and whimpering into his ear. My orgasm bursts out of me, my groan drowned out by the sweet little noises she’s giving to Luke.

That she’s giving…to Luke.

Not me.

Never me.

My eyes squeeze shut as shame and guilt wash over me, immediately drowning out any post-orgasmic haze. Luke moans, his thrusts becoming more erratic until he stills. And I know he’s coming inside her, completely unaware I’m standing here with my dick out, beating off to the sight of his girlfriend. My entire body stiffens. What the fuck am I doing?

Shaking my head, I quickly back away from the doorway of their bedroom and rush down the hallway to my own room. I wince when I shut the door a little too loudly behind me, hoping Luke didn’t pick up on it as I slump against the door. The darkness of the bedroom engulfs me as I pant, my chest heaving as I wait for my heart to stop pounding.

I just betrayed my own brother over a woman.

I may not have touched her, but I wanted to.

I inserted myself into a moment that should have been something private between them. My cock still throbs at the memory of jerking myself off while she watched.

But the thing that really feels like a stab to my chest?

Even though the view of her naked body was mostly obscured by Luke, it felt like it was just the two of us. Like he wasn’t there between us at all.

Not really.

Jax

The following week passes in a blur. Every day, I wake up early and sneak out of the house before Maddie appears downstairs. I spend all day down at the shop and come home later than usual, keeping mostly to myself and replaying the events of that night in my mind. The guilt and shame eat at me, but so do jealousy and longing.

Fuck.

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