Page 26 of In Plain Sight

MrNiceGuy: maybe?

Sinbin: yes

I could lie, but what would be the point? It was pretty obvious I was being a clingy bastard, but he wasn’t getting mad or calling me out.

That was a good sign, right?

MrNiceGuy: would it help you to know that I like that?

Sinbin: me being jealous?

MrNiceGuy: yes. It means what we did stuck with you

Sinbin: of course it stuck with me. I came harder during our call than I have in forever

Jesus fucking Christ. It would be awesome if I could stop being so honest.

I might have only had one conversation with Nice, but I liked him, and not just his phone sex voice. He seemed like a good guy, and I wanted to keep talking with him. That wouldn’t happen if I scared him off.

MrNiceGuy: you did?

Sinbin: yeah. was it good for you?

Sinbin: I mean I know you came but was it good?

MrNiceGuy: amazing

MrNiceGuy: it’s not usually like that for me

Sinbin: no?

MrNiceGuy: no

MrNiceGuy: I’ve never had a call like that

Sinbin: what’s it usually like?

MrNiceGuy: sometimes it’s awkward, sometimes it just doesn’t work no matter how hard I try. Most times it’s fine and enjoyable, but nothing like what we shared

Sinbin: I’m sorry for being like this

MrNiceGuy: no need to be sorry. You’re allowed to feel how you do and ask what you want

Sinbin: you’re incredibly chill. I wish my brain could be so zen

MrNiceGuy: I try to see why people do the things they do and react to that instead of their actions. And I know how eye-opening it can be to experience something new and how that can affect you

Sinbin: I’m glad one of us gets it because this isn’t like me

MrNiceGuy: no?

Sinbin: not at all. I can’t remember the last time I got so twisted up after hooking up with someone. And we didn’t even hook up. Not really

MrNiceGuy: kink requires a certain level of trust, especially with what we did. You gave me, a stranger, control. And I’m guessing that was the first time you’ve done that with someone?

Sinbin: yeah. it was

MrNiceGuy: experiencing something for the first time is a big deal, and I’m sure it raised more questions than it answered

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