Page 16 of In Plain Sight

“Weird how?”

“Fuzzy. A little floaty.”

“That’s normal,” he said in a gentle tone.

“It is?”

“Yes. It’ll pass. Just focus on my voice and enjoy the afterglow.”

“Okay,” I mumbled.

He continued to talk, telling me how amazing that was and how good I’d been. I couldn’t really focus on what he was saying, but his voice was soothing, and I sank back into the lingering waves of my orgasm.

When the world felt normal again, I sat up and looked down at my spent cock and the mess on my shirt. I hadn’t moved it out of the way, and it was covered in my release.

A weird sensation of cold settled over me, chasing away the last of the good feels.

I’d just jerked off with a stranger over the phone. I’d shared one of my deepest fantasies, and it was the best sexual experience I’d had in years.

What the fuck? I’d logged on to get off and try something new. What did it say about my sex life that the best orgasm I’d had in recent memory was from jerking off with a stranger on an app?

“How do you feel?” he asked, breaking me free of my spiral before it could start.

“Not sure,” I said honestly. “Good, but also weirded out.”

“Why are you weirded out?”

“Because…I have no idea,” I finished lamely.

“Are you embarrassed?”

“Not really. No,” I corrected.

“Did you enjoy that?”

A laugh bubbled out of my chest. “What do you think?”

He laughed too. “Have you ever heard of subspace?”

“Isn’t that when you get all loopy after you get whipped or spanked or whatever?”

“Not just then,” he said gently. “It can happen after any kind of sexual encounter where you let yourself go. There doesn’t have to be any BDSM or even contact, just you allowing yourself to fully give in to the moment and give someone else control.”

“Is that what I’m feeling?”

“It’s hard to say for sure when I can’t see you, but I think so.”

“Was that good for you?” I asked, feeling shy all of a sudden.

I’d expected him to say goodbye as soon as we were done, and I didn’t hate that he was taking the time to talk with me. It made me feel safe.

“Amazing.”

His simple answer made me smile.

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