My cock ached with need, my balls heavy and already high and tight against my body, and I had to fight the urge to take my dick in hand so I could finally come.
Luka must have sensed I was close and pulled off me, a big smile splitting his lips. He looked so happy, so relaxed and full of joy, that my heart clenched and my breath caught. Luka was always beautiful, but in that moment, he was radiant.
“I love you,” I blurted just as Luka sucked my dick back into his mouth.
He let out a strangled sound and lifted his head, my cock sliding out from between his lips obscenely.
I hadn’t meant for that to come out, but now that it had, I didn’t regret it. I wanted him to know, even if he didn’t feel the same.
“I know sex is the worst time to say that,” I said, running my fingers through his hair. “But I was watching you and thinking about how much you mean to me, how beautiful you are, and I just couldn’t hold it in anymore.” I gave him what I hoped was a reassuring smile. “I’m not expecting you to say anything, and I understand if you’re not there yet. Or if you never get there at all.”
Luka blinked at me a few times, then got up on his hands and knees and crawled up my body so he could kiss me.
I sank into the kiss, holding him close as he ravaged my mouth with deep, drugging kisses.
“I love you too,” he whispered against my lips, then kissed me again.
I let out a sound that was half-surprised, half-giddy, and a whole lot of weird. Luka smiled against my lips and kept kissing me.
When we finally pulled apart, we were both breathless. I was still hard as a rock, but I ignored my aching dick and ran my gaze over Luka’s gorgeous face. His big, beaming smile melted into an impish one.
“What’s that look for?” I asked.
“You just told me you’re so in love with me that the words just tumbled out. That’s pretty awesome.”
“It’s true.” I gave him a quick kiss. “I love you. I know it’s fast, but you’re it for me.”
“You’re it for me too.” He pressed a soft kiss to my lips, then laid his head on my chest, his ear over my heart. He did this when he was feeling overwhelmed or his thoughts got too loud.
I hugged him and let him process.
“I’ve never felt like this before,” he said softly, nuzzling into my chest like a needy kitten. “I’ve wanted to tell you for a while, but I couldn’t get the words out.” He huffed out a soft laugh. “Very on brand of me.”
I ran my fingers through his hair, hoping to soothe him. “I’ve felt it for a while too. I just didn’t say anything because I didn’t think you were there yet, and I didn’t want to make you feel like you had to say it if you didn’t feel it.”
“I feel it.” He lifted his head and pressed a kiss over my heart.
The tender look in his eyes melted away, and he closed his mouth over my nipple, sucking and biting the sensitive bud.
I groaned and arched into him, pressing my dick against his.
“Is that a hint that I should finish what I started?” he asked, a wicked grin on his lips.
“I mean, it’s right there and waiting for you.” I bumped our dicks together, barely managing to sound normal and not like I was about to lose my mind if he didn’t get his mouth on me again.
“What is?” he asked, his face the picture of innocence as he reached between our bodies. “This?”
He gripped my cock and gave it a few hard strokes, his grip perfect but still not enough.
“Yes.” I bucked my hips a few times, forcing my cock to slide through his hand.
Grinning like he’d just won some sort of prize, he let go of my dick and kissed his way down my body.
“How fast do you think you can get hard again?” he asked, dropping little kisses along my treasure trail.
I ran my fingers through his soft hair. “You want me to fuck you?”
He lifted his head, a familiar smile on his lips. “Yeah. After you come down my throat.”