He bit his lip, a shy expression crossing his features. “I got tested a while ago.” He pointed to the bedside table. “I have my results if you want to see them. I just thought maybe…” He flushed bright red. “We could stop using condoms.”
“Are you sure that’s what you want?” I asked, searching his face. “This isn’t something you should be deciding in the moment.”
“I’m sure.” He shot me a small smile. “I’ve been trying to figure out how to bring this up for weeks. I know we’re nottogether, together, but I don’t want anyone else. I haven’t since the day we met.”
I swallowed the lump in my throat as a flood of emotions hit me. I’d gotten tested the week after we started this. I just hadn’t brought it up because I didn’t want to push him if he wasn’t ready for that step yet.
I crawled over to him and gently cupped his cheeks in my hands. “We’re together,” I said firmly. “You’re mine, Luka. You’ve been mine since that first night on the phone. There will never be anyone else, not as long as you want this.”
A brilliant smile replaced his look of fear, and I had to bite back the words that were right there, hovering under the surface and begging to be let out.
I was in love with him, but this wasn’t the time to tell him.
Instead of saying something I couldn’t take back, I pressed a soft kiss against his lips. “I got tested too. I want to go bare if you’re sure that’s what you want.”
“I’m sure.” His eyes fluttered closed. “Please fuck me. I’m so hard it hurts.”
“I’ve got you.” I pressed another kiss against his lips. “I’ll take care of you.”
“I know you will,” he said softly, a dreamy little smile tilting his lips.
“How about you lay down for me so I can prep you?”
He nodded, his eyes taking on a faraway look.
Perfect. He was slipping back into his happy place.
When he was lying on the bed, I grabbed the lube and settled between his spread thighs.
As much as I wanted to drag this out and tease him some more, we were both way too close. Honestly, I was impressed he’d held off this long.
Working quickly, I stretched him with one, then two fingers, keeping away from his prostate so I didn’t push him too close before I could get inside him.
“Now,” he begged just as I was about to work in a third finger. “I can’t hold off much longer.”
I pulled my fingers out of him and rubbed a good amount of lube on my cock. I wasn’t huge, so two fingers were enough to get him nice and ready for me.
He pulled his knees up and held them against his chest.
“I want you on top tonight,” I said. “Sitting on my lap.”
He dropped his legs and sat up. “I want that too.”
It took a bit of maneuvering, but we shifted around until I was sitting back against the headboard. Luka climbed over me and straddled my lap. When he was in place, he reached behind him and held my dick steady.
We were so close our chests brushed, our faces only inches apart. I held his hips, then held my breath when he notched my tip against his hole.
Needing more, I slotted our mouths together, kissing him with everything I had. Saying with my actions what I couldn’t say out loud yet.
He sank down on me, his tight body gripping my cock in the most incredible way. He whimpered against my mouth as he slowly took me inside him, and I swallowed his cry when he was fully seated on me.
“Fuck.” He tore his lips from mine and pressed our foreheads together, his arms around my shoulders and his hard dick trapped between us.
“Ride me, baby. Take what you need and make yourself feel good.”
“I’ll come,” he warned.
“Give it to me.” I couldn’t hold off any longer, and I refused to come before him. “Ride my dick until you come all over me.”