“Killian, please...I want you...” I gasped.

All of the reasons I’d had for not wanting to have sex with them before we were bonded were perfectly valid, and I stood by them. Not losing my virginity to the first pack that offered to court me was important to me, and I hadn’t wanted to go too far before I was sure that they were the ones, scent-matches and mates ornot.

But now, after everything we’d been through and everything we still had to deal with going forward...all of those reasons seemed immature and silly, at the very least. My pussy was clenching and desperately empty, and every time Killian ground his hard cock against me and filled my nose with his scent, I couldn’t helpwanting.

“I want you too, baby girl,” he growled. He looked down at me, and the care in his eyes—despite his obvious desire—helped my stomach settle. “Are you sure, though?”

I reached down to wrap my hand around his dick. The thickness of it filled my palm, making my pussy clench around his fingers, and his eyes flashed alpha gold as his hips jerked involuntarily into my touch.

I nodded, whispering, “I’m sure. I’m so fucking sure. I’m going to fucking die if I don’t feel you inside of me, I swear to God.”

He chuckled softly, his fingers teasing me a little deeper, stretching me until my eyes rolled into the back of my head. “Oh, that might be an exaggeration, baby girl,” he teased, his voice lower, a deliciously sexy rumble. “I think you could stand a little more teasing. Maybe you could be a good, sweet little omega and lay back while I have my fill of your cunt on my tongue...”

His filthy words made my pussy spasm, and I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him close. “I swear to God, Killian, if you don’t fuck me, then I’m going to tie you up and then go to one of my other alphas to get what I need,” I growled.

The possessiveness of my words would have shocked me if I was in a normal state of mind, but as it was, they feltright. A lazy smile curled up Killian’s lips, and he leaned down to brush his nose against mine.

“Are you sure they’re the ones you want, baby girl?” he whispered, his voice dripping with amusement.

Then he pushed away, breaking the hold I had on his neck and shoving his pants down until the hard length of his cock sprang free. My mouth watered and my pussy clenched at the intimidating length and girth of it. Yes, I’d felt it in my hand, but seeing it in person and feeling it under clothes were twoentirelydifferent scenarios.

Killian wrapped a hand around the length of his cock and stroked, his smirk growing wider as I watched him. He knew that I was bluffing—there was no way I would leave this room right now to go find Emmett or Oliver—and that meant he could tease me as much as he wanted, knowing that my threats were empty.

But god, I wanted him. I wanted him inside of menow.

“Please, Alpha,” I whined. I spread my legs further and reached down to grab the hem of my sleep shirt, pulling it over the top of my head and revealing my tits.

My nipples were hard and ached in the cool air of the room, and I bit my lip as I reached up to tease one of them with my fingertips, spreading my legs open further to bare myself completely to him. “Please...please fuck me. I want you. I want you to be my first. Help me...” I whimpered. “Help me get better.”

Killian’s hand jerked on his cock, and he closed his eyes, letting out a groan. They were blazing alpha gold when he opened them again, and I could feel his wolf right under the surface of his consciousness, straining for me, begging to be let out.

My wolf responded in kind, and the growl that erupted from me was quiet and submissive. It was nothing like his—or the other two’s—intimidating alpha barks, but that wasn’t my role in this pack.

“Fuck,” Killian breathed.

Then he released his cock and crawled until he was hovering over me, his eyes intense in the darkness as he looked down at me. His bare cock nudged up against my hip, and the scent of hisarousal permeating his scent made me whine and reach up for him again.

“Yes, fuck, yes,” I mumbled, burying my face in his neck. The scent of alpha and Killian andmatemade my head spin, and when I spread my legs to let him settle between them, Killian growled, and that seemed to be the last fucking straw.

He reached down and notched the head of his cock against my pussy, grabbing one of my thighs with his other hand and hitching it up around his hip. The new position spread me perfectly, letting his cock slip against my slick folds, and I groaned at the sensation against my sensitive flesh.

Killian hesitated, and his voice was tight when he spoke. “You can stop me at any time, Lilah,” he said through gritted teeth. “I don’t care if we’re both two seconds away from coming. The second you tell me we’re done, we’re fucking done. Understand?”

I nodded frantically, my hips jerking up against him as I desperately tried to get him inside of me. “Yes, yes, I understand. Please, Alpha, please...”

He leaned down and pressed our lips together, claiming my mouth in a deep, soul-wrenching kiss as hefinallygave me what I wanted and nudged the head of his cock inside of me.

Even though he had stretched me with his fingers and teased me until I was literally dripping on the bed underneath us, the stretch as I spread around him was fuckingintense. I let out a squeak as he pushed in, and he groaned into my mouth before he pulled away, resting his forehead against mine.

“Fuck, Lilah,” he managed, his voice choked—with pleasure? Pain?

Nerves swirled in my stomach, and I opened my mouth to ask that very question when he finished, “You are sofuckingtight, baby girl. You need to relax if you’re going to let me all the way in.”

He nudged a little bit deeper, and I moaned as I felt the intense fullness further inside of me. The stretch of his fingers had nothing,nothingon this. My jaw dropped, and I couldn’t help the tiny, choked little moans that escaped me as my muscles slowly unlocked, and I relaxed enough to let him press further. The intensity was almost more than I could handle, and that was before he stopped pushing and pulled away from me to look me in the eye.

“This might sting a little,” he murmured. “Are you ready?”

I swallowed, and nodded. The concept of physical virginity was nothing new to me, of course, but...I’d thought that his fingers would have stretched me enough.