He worked his hand deeper between my legs, toying with my panties until he was able to tear them from me in a single motion. I was sure he had plenty of experience with things likethis, but I didn’t let it take me out of the moment. I had dreamed about being in his arms again since the first time, and after a night like I just had, I needed it as well.
He dipped his tongue into the shell of my ear, and my entire body trembled. “You’re denying what we both feel. I can’t describe it, nor do I want to. You need me, Lulu. Say it, and I’ll give you all of me, and more.”
“I need you, Noah, I… ohh,” I cried out the moment he thrust three fingers inside of me.
He pulled away from my ear, then returned to my neck, suckling lightly on it. “What do you need, Lulu?” He then asked as he trailed small nips across my collarbone.
“I need you to fuck me,” I told him. I tried to push myself off of the window, but he kept me imprisoned. His wicked fingers hit their mark, and my eyes rolled back into my head.
“Do you need me to fuck you so you can forget all about Cade?”
“Yes, God yes,” I replied.
“Or do you need me to fuck you because only I can bring you pleasure, Lulu?”
His fingers curled, and my toes did as well. It was getting harder to stand upright, much less carry on a conversation with him.
“Yes, Noah,” I answered anyway, not even caring to which question he put it to. He wouldn’t be wrong with either one.
His fingers never let up, neither did his mouth. I was losing all sense of time and space, and literally, I was floating on a balloon which would one day pop, but not now, and not tonight.
“Which one is it? You want to use me to replace Cade? Or you want me to make you come because I’m the only one who can?”
“Noah,” I cried out, especially when he sank his teeth into my throat. If my pulse wasn’t racing before, it now was. I loved the way this man talked to me during sex, especially while doing the things with his hands and mouth that he did. Cade was never one for dirty talk, but it was never anything I knew I needed. At least not until now. My entire body was quivering as I hovered just on the edge. Noah knew he had me exactly where he wanted me. One touch would either bring me to an orgasm, or it would steal one away from me.
“Which is it, Lulu? Is it option one, or option two?”
“Yes,” I told him, still not caring any longer which answer he wanted it to be. Noah evidently did care because he let up causing defeat to fill me. I began to sob as the events of the night came rushing back only fueling the frustrated precipice Noah had me on.
“I dream about fucking you,” he told me as he continued to move his fingers at the current and leisurely pace while also kissing his way back to my ear. I moaned when he nipped my ear lobe, then whimpered as he tongued the sting away. “I know what you need, so come for me, Lulu. Come for?—”
And just like that, his words alone set off a detonation inside of me that I was powerless to control. “Noah,” I cried as I shattered apart for him.
He continued to use his fingers to bring me through that orgasm and nearly to another before he stopped. My face was still plastered against window so I couldn’t see what caused him to stop, but I did hear a rustling of fabric followed by the soundof his zipper. After, his pants hit the floor. His lips were then back on my shoulder as he slowly drew the silken strap down my arm. First one, then the other, until my short nightgown joined his clothes. He kicked everything to the side, before opening the condom wrapper. A tremor wracked me, especially when I was spun around and lifted off of my feet.
Now, it was my back and bare ass against the glass. I would have never done anything like this before, but I wanted to with Noah. He was younger than me, but it was more than our ages. He made me feel things I hadn’t felt in quite some time. When with him, even fully dressed and in the most random of places, this man made me feel alive. It was crazy to think about how I had been living prior to getting close to him. I shuddered to think about what my life would be like once he was finished with me, but as I stared down into his black eyes, the present was worth the future pain.
I brought one hand up to his face, rubbing his cheek with it until he turned and nipped at my palm. I nearly yanked it away, but he caught it before I could. Seconds later, he pressed it against his bare chest. His heart was beating rapidly in his chest, and a feeling of pride filled me knowing I could affect him in some way just as he was doing to me.
“Do you feel what you do to me, Lulu,” he rasped.
His voice alone did things to me, but he was asking about himself and not me, so I stared down into his eyes and nodded. “Nothing less than you do to me.”
“There’s something here I can’t describe,” he said before pausing. He then added. “I don’t know what it is, but I don’t want it to end.”
“Everything ends,” I replied before I could stop myself.
“You. Me. It doesn’t have to, at least not right now.”
“Our differences?—”
“They don’t mean a damn thing to me,” he answered, then silenced me by fusing his mouth to mine. My hand was dropped, and he gripped my hips before lifting me up just a bit more. Then, he thrust up, and into me, causing me to moan against his lips.
Noah held me by my waist, lifting and lowering me until that edge I had nearly fallen over a second time grew closer once more. I clung to this man as if he were a lifeline, and the honest truth was that he had become that for me. With everything that happened between Cade and me, I would have crawled up into a ball and given up. This man who was pumping into me wouldn’t allow it, and even when I still wanted to hide from whatever this thing was, he wouldn’t let me.
“Fuck,” we both said in unison as he pulled away and slammed into me harder.
I was honestly surprised I hadn’t cracked the glass with the way he practically drove me through it. He was about to come, as was I again. Wrapping my legs tighter around him, I heard his cursed warning, but then squeezed him with my inner walls as tightly as I could. Noah groaned a few times, but never slowed his rhythm. Moments later, he growled and I cried out as a simultaneous orgasm pulled us both under.