This.
He pushed all the way in, and desire and wonder flashed in her eyes.
And then she was crying her name out.
"Matthijs."
He began to move, slowly and gently at first, his eyes never leaving her face, and when her legs tightened around his waist, he slightly increased the pace, beads of sweat lining his face as he strove to maintain his control.
"Oh, Matthijs." Her eat-you, eat-me eyes did what it did best, begging and pleading for him to ruin her—-
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
He still stood no chance against it, and with a guttural growl, he did as asked, did as they both wanted, his hips moving wildly as his dick pistoned in and out of her. She cried out with each thrust, again and again, and when their gazes collided between thrusts, her dark eyes, even filled as they were with tears, were still begging.
More.
More.
More.
Ruin me. Violate me. Own me.
He bent down to bite her nipple, just enough to turn pain into pleasure without drawing blood, and her sweet, piercing cry rippled in the room.
"Matthijs."
Her fingers dug hard into the blades of his back.
"I'm cumming."
And, with those words, so was he.
Her moan melted into his growl, her arching, shuddering body pressing against his rigid, bent form as his dick ejaculated into the condom.
Their orgasm could've lasted anywhere between seconds and minutes, but for Matthijs, it seemed like a fucking eternity, and the way her limp body eventually fell back against the bed, so it seemed for her as well.
He rolled to his back, pulling her with him, and his chest eased and tightened at the way she sighed as she curled close, his semi-erect dick still thrumming inside of her. He could hear her still trying to catch her breath, and this close, he imagined she could also hear the still-thunderous drum of his heartbeat.
It was done,Matthijs thought.
He waited for the guilt and remorse to strike him.
But there was none.
Jeremiah 29:11, she had once whispered to him.
His jaw clenched.
So be it.
For better or worse, he would let himself hope and believe that their future together was part of His plan.