Page 59 of The Scars of Us

Throughout dinner we talked about everything, from favorite movies to hobbies. Kaiya loved to read, and I, of course, was a workout junkie. I found out that she hated scary movies, loved the water and animals, except snakes, which she was deathly afraid of, and her favorite color was pink.

After we finished dinner, I cleared the table while Kaiya finished her third glass of wine. I could tell she was already a little tipsy by the flush on her face and her glassy eyes, which she had locked on mine as I walked toward her on the couch.

Setting her glass on the coffee table, she pulled me down next to her before leaning in and kissing my lips. “Thank you for dinner. Everything was amazing.”

“No problem, baby. I rented some movies for us—which one do you want to watch first,” I asked as I held them out for her to see.

Her lips bunched to one side as she looked over the DVDs. She decided on an action flick, which surprised me, but she surprised me on a regular basis. I never knew what to expect with her, and I loved that.

Kaiya cuddled into my side after I started the movie. About ten minutes in, she started trailing her fingers under my shirt, lightly tracing the ridges of my abs. Just that small touch was causing my dick to harden. She ventured lower, making my breathing slightly erratic as her delicate fingers played under the waist of my jeans.

“What are you doing, baby?” My hand skimmed under the hem of her dress, rubbing the delicate skin of her inner thigh.

“Nothing,” she replied sweetly as she peered up at me, giving me a flirty smile.

“Oh, yeah?” Shifting her on to my lap, I rubbed my hands along the curves of her hips to her ass, squeezing the soft flesh lightly as I pressed her against me.

Her breath caught right before our lips met. Wrapping my arms around her, I pulled her tighter against me as I parted her lips with my tongue, letting her sweetness flood my mouth. I doubted I could ever get enough of her taste. She really was my addiction, making me want more and more.

Rising off the couch, I took us to my bedroom. My plan was in full swing as I set Kaiya on the bed. This wasn’t just about breaking her rules—this was about getting her to open up to me, to connect with her on a deeper level. I wanted her to trust me with her body, let me show her how it was meant to be touched.

I pulled down her dress as she simultaneously tugged my shirt over my head. Laying her back on the bed, I trailed light kisses down her body, hoping to ease her into letting go, into losing herself in pleasure. I wanted to erase the memories constantly tormenting her, to replace her pain with happiness.

She squirmed under my lips as I ventured down, hooking my thumbs under her lacy thong as I pressed more kisses on her lower abdomen. Looking up at her, locking our eyes, I slid her panties off as I traced her skin with my tongue.

Once she was completely naked in front of me, I admired her bare form.Fuck, she’s gorgeous.She had no idea how beautiful she was, how she caused an eruption of desire within me that was unmatched by anyone else. I wanted to show her exactly how she made me feel.

“Can I taste you, baby?” I pressed a soft kiss to her inner thigh.

Holding her gaze, I placed another kiss on the inside of her other thigh. She looked uncertain, unsure about giving me trust over her body. I wanted to shatter that doubt, reassure her that I only wanted to cherish her, not hurt her. “I won’t hurt you, baby.”

Using my lips to caress her skin, I traveled back up until I reached her mouth. Hovering over her, snug between her thighs, I darted my tongue out to trace her soft, lush lips before slipping my tongue inside.

A moan escaped her, vibrating the inside of my mouth as our tongues laced together. I pressed my erection against her bare, wet pussy, eliciting another sound of pleasure from her as she arched against me. I had to resist the urge to unbutton my jeans and sink into her right then, but I was on a mission, one that would hopefully bring us closer together.

Breaking the kiss to nibble her bottom lip, I gruffly spoke, “Fuck, you taste so good. I bet your pussy tastes even better. Lemme taste you, baby.”

Whimpering, she writhed beneath me, shaking her head ‘no’ as I dragged my tongue along her jawline before sucking her earlobe into my mouth.

Shifting down, I moved my lips over her collarbone, pressing soft kisses as I continued lower. Reaching her breasts, I sucked one of her nipples into my mouth and played with it with my barbell. She jerked underneath me, fisting the sheets as I sucked her tits.

I moved to the other nipple before teasing it with my tongue. More moans escaped her as I repeated, “Let me taste you, Warrior. Let me show you how good I can make you feel.”

After a few seconds, she finally groaned, “Yes, yes, yes.”

Yes.I trailed my mouth back down, back between her thighs. I wanted to take things slow, wanted to savor Kaiya while crushing her fears and doubts.

Slowly, I traced my tongue along the outside of her delicate center before flicking her clit with it. Sucking the sensitive skin into my mouth, I slowly sank two of my fingers inside her tight opening. Her hands tugged my hair as she arched against my fingers, pulling them deeper within her.

After several seconds, I swapped my fingers for my tongue, thrusting it inside her snug entrance.

Her hands tightened in my hair as she pushed at me, crying softly, “Stop. Please, stop.”

The pain in her voice immediately halted my actions. I sat up on my knees to look at her, and saw that tears were trickling down her face. I felt like a bucket of ice water had been dumped on me.Fuck, I didn’t want this to happen.“Baby, what’s wrong?” I asked as I moved from between her legs to by her side.

Sitting up, she brought her legs to her chest and wrapped her arms tightly around them. “I’m sorry,” she sobbed as she buried her face in her knees.

I rubbed her back in gentle circles. “Ky, look at me. Talk to me, baby.”

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