Oh God, had I just thought that? I was already planning our future, including Valentine’s Days and anniversaries. That was a total rookie move. I didn’t even know if he was good at this. Or maybe he had a penis the size of a thumb.
“Are you absolutely sure?” he asked.
I nodded. And I felt suddenly emotional. Tears didn’t exactly well in my eyes or anything, but there was a lump in my throat and my heart felt like it had swelled to the point that it might burst from my chest.
“I want to see you,” I said, lowering my gaze deliberately to his fly. “I want to touch you.”
Out of my peripheral vision, I saw him close his eyes. My words were doing something to him, and I had a feeling I was about to see exactly what.
When he didn’t say a word, I moved my hands to the button on his jeans and slowly pushed it through the buttonhole—another move that wasn’t quite so graceful. If he minded,though, he didn’t show it. He didn’t even seem to be breathing as I lowered his zipper one tooth at a time, moving so slowly, it was painful.
As soon as I had the zipper all the way down, I hesitated, not sure what to do next. What was the protocol here? I should have asked my friends more questions. Maybe I could’ve done some research so I’d know what to do when this situation came up.
But when I looked up at him, I saw something in his expression that comforted me. He wasn’t judging me. He was willing to guide me through this. His expression said, “Trust me.”
And I trusted him. I trusted him more than I’d ever trusted anyone in my life.
In that moment, that was exactly what I decided to do. I’d trust him and know that whatever I did, it would be just perfectly fine with him.
8
KREBS
Isucked in a breath as the beautiful, incredible, innocent woman in front of me wrapped her hands around my cock. It was just about my undoing.
If I lived to be a hundred, I’d never forget that feeling. But I wouldn’t have to remember because I’d have her there with me every day for the rest of my life. I’d do everything I could to make sure that happened.
“Am I doing it right?”
I opened my eyes at those words. My jeans and underwear were around my thighs, and her expression when she’d seen my cock for the first time was another one for the memory book.
She looked surprised, then impressed, and then she took on an expression of wonder as she explored with her hands. She was a virgin. She’d never done any of this before. I was guessing that meant a man had never even seen her naked until now.
Knowing that filled me with pride. She was mine. Her virginity was a gift, and I’d do everything I could to take care of her from here on out.
“Fuck,” I said.
I regretted the profanity as soon as it came out of my mouth. But that was ridiculous. She might be a virgin, but she wasn’t completely innocent. She’d lived twenty-something years on this planet. No doubt she’d heard profanity before.
Still, I did my best to keep my profanity in check as she wrapped her hand around my cock, stroking me. She looked up at me as she leaned forward to take me in her mouth.
I sucked in a breath but managed to keep quiet, closing my eyes as she went deep—deeper than I would have imagined she could go. She began giving me the most incredible blowjob of my life, using her tongue and her mouth, until finally I had to put my hand on her head to stop her.
She pulled away, looking up at me. “I’m sorry. I’m new to this. Did I?—?”
My headshake stopped her, mid-question. “It’s not that. You’re actually too good at it. I don’t want to come that way.”
I winced at my use of the “c” word. I’d lasted about thirty seconds in my goal to keep my words clean. But at the same time, I watched her carefully. If she minded, I’d definitely back off of that kind of talk in the future.
But when a smile spread over her face, it became clear she didn’t mind at all. Not one bit.
“Then get over here and fuck me,” she said.
Oh, shit. Those words did more to me than her mouth had, and that was saying a lot. I already knew I was going to like it when my girl talked dirty.
“Spread wider for me, baby,” I said as I grabbed my erection and moved between her legs.
She did exactly that, scooting forward on the table to be more accessible to me. I wanted to see those tits, but that would have to wait until next time. As distracted as I was right now from the temperature around us, it was still too damn cold to take off more clothes.