“Can you do me a favor? Can you go check on my mom? She sounded a little off earlier, and I just want to make sure she’s okay.”
“Of course, babe. I’ll head over now.”
“Thanks, I’ll be home soon.” I hesitate. “Colin?”
“Yeah?”
“I love you.”
“I love you too, Remy. We’ll talk when I get to your mom’s, okay?”
I hang up, feeling a little more at ease, but there’s still that nagging worry sitting in my chest. I tuck my phone back into my bag and make my way to the next class, already counting down the minutes until I can leave.
By the time I get out of class, my phone buzzes with a text from Colin.
Colin: Your mom’s fine, she’s just sleeping. I’ll make us dinner. Anything you want?
I bite my lip. Guilt creeps up, making my fingers pause before typing.
Remy: You don’t have to cook. I can pick up pizza on the way over.
Colin: Nonsense. I’ll cook.
I smile at the phone, appreciating Colin’s effort to take care of everything. He really is the perfect boyfriend. I put the phone back in my bag, trying not to dwell on the fact that the perfect boyfriend shouldn’t feel like a burden sometimes.
When I walk into my mom’s house, the smell of grilled sandwiches fills the air, and there’s Colin in the kitchen, wearing one of those ridiculous aprons he insists makes him a better cook.
“Hey,” he greets me with a smile, leaning in for a kiss.
I kiss him back, feeling the weight of the day start to lift just a little.
“How’s my mom?” I ask, heading straight for her room.
“Still asleep,” he says. “But she looks fine. Just tired.”
I peek into her room, and sure enough, she’s curled up in bed, looking peaceful. I feel a small wave of relief wash over me.
Back in the kitchen, Colin slides a sandwich onto a plate and hands it to me. “Turkey and avocado. You’re welcome.”
“You’re too good to me,” I say, taking a bite. It’s delicious, as always.
He sits down across from me, chewing thoughtfully for a second before speaking. “Can we talk about the other night?”
I freeze for a second, swallowing hard before nodding. “Yeah. I’m sorry, Colin. I just—school’s been really stressful, and I guess it’s getting to me.”
He reaches out, cupping my cheek. “Remy, you can talk to me about anything. I’m always here for you, okay?”
I give him a weak smile. “I know. I just... I didn’t want to worry you.”
“That’s ridiculous. You never have to worry about that,” he says softly, and for a second, I almost believe it.
Almost.
Then my phone starts buzzing, and the brief moment of peace is shattered. I pull it out, glancing at the screen.
Your favorite dick is calling.
Panic hits me fast. I hit the button to silence the call, but my hands are shaky. The phone buzzes again. Another call. I hang up, trying to act like it’s no big deal, but my heart’s racing.