Page 31 of Secret Daddies

I heard the zipper of his pants slip down as he took a step toward me, pressing himself against me through my panties.Are we really going to do this, right here, right now?Truth be told, I should have stopped it, but I couldn’t even imagine denying myself this. Not now, not when we were already so caught up in the passion. After so long denying myself any kind of attention from men, here I was in the focus of three of them at once. I couldn’t help but give in to it, no matter how much of a mistake I knew it might be.

He pulled my panties to the side, and I felt the nudge of his cock at the entrance to my pussy. Gasping, I found myself arching my back before I could stop myself, letting him know how badly I needed this, how badly I needed him. And he was more than willing to give me everything I was asking for. Sliding his hand up and over my mouth to make sure I wouldn’t be heard, he pushed himself inside of me in one long, slow thrust that made the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end and the pleasure shudder through my whole body at once.

I moaned against his palm as he stilled himself within me for a second, rocking his hips against me like he was enjoying thesensation of me wrapped around him like this. I couldn’t believe how thick he was, how full he made me feel. The angle, the position was making him feel even bigger inside of me, like I couldn’t have taken any more if I tried. All at once, he pulled back and then thrust back into me again, up to the hilt, the shock of sensation pulsating up through my body. With that, his hand still clamped over my mouth, he began to fuck me properly, right there in the alleyway just beside the set.

I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to push aside everything in my head that was warning me this was a seriously bad idea. I didn’t care. I couldn’t. I just wanted the pleasure right now, my body greedy for it, for as much of it as I could get. My heart was pounding in my chest as he moved into me, his body wrapped around mine. His arm came to my waist, pulling me back against him so there was nothing between us any longer, not an inch of space between us.

I could already feel myself getting close, and when his hand dropped to my pussy, fingers moving deftly against my clit, I knew I didn’t stand a goddamn chance. My legs were trembling now, threatening to go out from underneath me at any moment, and it was all I could do not to push his hand away and cry out—let the whole set know what was going on here, let them all hear how much I needed him, how much I needed this…

All at once, my body contracted as the intensity of the orgasm tore through my body. I could feel myself squeezing around his length, my body responding to the fullness of him at last, a thousand curses rising to my lips and falling away as he kept his hand gripped tightly over my mouth. He pushed himself into me one last time, holding himself there, letting the sensation of my orgasm massage him from the inside out and send him over the edge and into his release.

His cock throbbed inside of me as he filled me with his seed—fuck, I knew how risky this was, but I didn’t care. How long had it been since I allowed myself to be reckless? I just wanted to forget everything but the feel of him inside me, the fullness of his cock as he held himself there within me.

But as the pleasure began to dissipate, and I began to come back down to earth—my legs still trembling, my heart still pounding, my body still pulsing from top to toe—I realized what I had just done.

How much more complicated I had just made things.

As though sensing the shift in my emotional state, Taylor moved back from me, his hand on my hip to steady me as I quickly readjusted my panties and pulled up my jeans.What the fuck did I just do?He came here to try and confront me about who Matty’s father was, and I hooked up with him. In public. No condom. What was wrong with me? I needed to get a handle on myself, and I needed to do it quickly, because there was no way in hell I could let something like this happen again.

“Are you okay?” he murmured, his voice cutting through the rush in my head. And even though I knew it wasn’t fair, something in me finally rose up and broke. All the attempts I had made to push it down were more than I could repress any longer.

“What the fuck was that?” I demanded, spinning around to face him. He stared at me, clearly confused—fuck, who could blame him? One second, I’d been reaching orgasm with him inside of me, and the next, I was rounding on him like a dog let off the leash.

“What was it?” he fired back at me, instantly on the defensive. “You were?—”

“I can’t deal with any of you,” I snapped as I tugged down my shirt, trying to smooth my clothes even as my hands trembled helplessly. “I—all of you, you’re just…too fucking much!”

The words broke free of me, louder than I had intended.

He glanced around. “Maya, someone will hear?—”

“I don’t give a fuck,” I sighed. “I’m sick of doing everything that I’m supposed to do. Sick of—sick of just bouncing between the three of you!”

He stared down at me. I knew I was being unreasonable, but I needed to convince myself to get out of here. I needed to cause a big enough scene that I couldn’t possibly go back on it, no matter how tempted I might be in the future.

“I’m done,” I told him, turning to walk out of the alleyway. “With all of you. With Devon, with Lee, with you. I don’t know what kind of shit you actors are into, but I don’t want to be a part of it anymore, you hear me?”

Before he could reply, I strode off down the alleyway, back out into the light. I didn’t know what I was doing, but I knew I needed to put as much distance between myself and these guys as I could. I couldn’t keep making these mistakes, risking my career and Matty’s privacy over some crazy attraction I might be dealing with. I was a grown woman, and I knew better than to let my base desires get the better of me.

At least, that was what I told myself as I swiped the tears away from my face and turned on my heel to head home.

16

MAYA

“Here’s the boy!”Lana exclaimed as she opened the door and stepped into the apartment. Matty was at her feet, and he rushed toward me to give me a hug as soon as he laid eyes on me.

“Hey, baby,” I greeted him, smiling as I wrapped my arms around him and leaning down to drop a kiss on his head. “You ready for our movie night?”

“Yeah!” he exclaimed, rushing through to his room to dump the bag he had taken with him to his friend’s place. Lana had been kind enough to offer to pick him up when I’d been called in last minute to take care of some stuff at work, and I’d invited her to join us for our movie night tonight. Matty adored her, and besides, I could use the moral support right now, given everything that was going on in my own life.

“How was work?” Lana asked, frowning slightly. She knew how complicated things had been since my hookup with Taylor last month, and I’d been leaning on her pretty hard for moral support as I tried to navigate what the hell I was meant to do now that I had cut off my relationship with all three of them.

Which I had, for the most part, been sticking to. Of course, I still worked with them, so to some extent, it wasn’t like I could just brush them off. I still had to see them almost every day, but I dodged working on them directly when I could, especially when I was alone. I didn’t want to have to explain to any of them why I had suddenly turned so cold, because I was sure I would waver when I was actually faced with any one of them.

But I was sticking to it. After I’d had sex with Taylor, something had cleared inside my mind—a realization that I was making more and more mistakes, and as long as I kept screwing around like this, I was going to be the focus for gossip on set and maybe further afield too. And if people caught wind of me being involved with any one of those guys, let alone all three of them, my life would become the biggest shitstorm imaginable.

I had gone to such lengths to keep my little boy safe from all of this. What kind of asshole would I be to just turn around and drag him into some major mess because I couldn’t keep it in my pants? Whenever I found myself wavering, feeling lonely and wondering if I could just hang out with one of them without making some major mistakes, I would think of Matty, and I would push that thought down again.Not a chance in hell.

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