His eyes darken, his restraint hanging by a thread. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t. I trust you. Please.”
He searches my face, as if weighing my words, my resolve. Then he straightens up on his knees, pulling out of me slowly, the loss of him making me ache. He grabs a pillow and slides it under my hips, then grips my thighs, yanking me toward him. He thrusts back in harder this time, and a sharp cry bursts from my lips.
The new angle allows him to reach deeper, hitting a spot inside me that sets my nerves on fire. My breathing turns to panting, then to desperate, gasping moans. He moves faster, his hips slamming into me with increasing urgency, and just like that, I come undone, intense pleasure rippling through me. But he doesn’t give me time to catch my breath.
With a growl, Sebastian flips me onto my knees, hauling my back to his chest, one arm wrapped around my waist and the other tangling in my hair. “Give me one more, princess.”
He drives into me from behind, and I’m instantly plunged back into a haze of pleasure. I cry out his name, my voice raw and unrestrained.
“That’s it, princess.” He grabs my breasts, pinching my nipples. “Scream for me. Let everyone know who you belong to.”
And I do. His words send a bolt of heat straight between my legs, and I rock back, craving more of the exquisite friction. I’m his, wholly and completely.
One of his hands shifts down to my core, circling it. It’s as if he’s able to draw out the high endlessly. Reading my body like a book, knowing every line as if it’s second nature.
I shatter again, screaming his name. My vision goes white, and I drop forward into the fluffy pillows.
He grips my hips, pounding into me without relenting. “God, you feel incredible. You’re going to make me come harder than I ever have.”
My orgasm still crashes through me, and I’m only distantly aware of the screams tearing from my throat and how my insides convulse around his pulsing length.
It’s pure bliss and freedom. Letting loose in a way I never have.
Ever so slowly, my breathing evens out, and I come back to myself. I’m wrapped up in Sebastian’s arms, his heart thudding steadily under my cheek.
“You okay?” He presses a kiss to my temple.
I hum, nestling closer. “Perfect.” I’m utterly spent, and my inner thighs ache, but it doesn’t hurt.
If it feels like this every time, I can’t wait to do it again. But…
I tilt my head back to look at him. “Did you... I mean, was it good for you too?”
His eyes soften, and he cups my cheek, his thumb grazing over my lower lip. “Princess, you have no idea how amazing that was. Feeling you come apart in my arms, hearing you moan my name, your perfect body gripping me so tightly…”
I duck my head, but he tilts my chin up, forcing me to meet his gaze.
“I mean it. You’re perfect,” he says. “I’m pretty sure you’ve ruined me for anyone else.”
And I’m sure he hasn’t just ruined me for anyone else—he’s utterly wrecked me in ways I didn’t even know were possible.
Chapter 28
Sebastian
Lil lies beside me, her naked body pressed against mine. I run a finger along the curve of her hip, my cock twitching to life at the memory of our night together. She shifts with a soft murmur of my name, and I brush a strand of hair from her face to kiss her forehead.
I should stop this before things spiral completely out of control, but the truth is, they already have.
I’m in too deep, captivated by her quiet grace, her sharp mind, and the way she calms my nerves.
I know I have to tell her the truth, but the idea of facing those consequences twists my stomach into knots. How will she react and look at me after that?
Disgusted? Angry? Sad?
It’s a wonder she didn’t know to begin with. A wonder that let me experience her smiles, laughs, moans, and the admiration in her eyes when she looksat me.