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It’s not the one I crave. It’s not Lil’s.

“Perfect.” Blake admires the photo before her attention turns back to me. “We could go upstairs like we always do. I’m sure I can help you forget whatever’s been troubling you.”

“Back off.” I shove her away as my patience wears thin.

Blake stumbles. “What is your problem?”

“I don’t have a problem. Just leave me alone.”

“Suit yourself.” She stalks off to join Naomi and the others. I can tell she’s whispering about me, but I couldn’t care less.

I look at the text messages I’ve sent Lil, each one left unanswered.

Sebastian: Remember that I said I want you to come on my face? How about tonight?

Sebastian: Don’t ignore me, princess. You know what happens if you do.

I hoped those words might elicit a reaction, anything, but I was mistaken.

What is she afraid of? Why won’t she let me in?

My phone buzzes in my hand, but instead of Lil’s name appearing on the screen, it’s a group chat notification.

Brandon: Dude, stop with the long face. There are plenty of girls here to take your mind off whatever’s bothering you.

Sebastian: I’m good.

Connor: Liar. Spill. Is it that girl again?

Brandon: Now that I think about it. He didn’t drag me to the cafeteria again.

Sebastian: I’d be more inclined if you stopped bringing Blake around.

She’s not who I want.

Connor: Bran only tolerates Blake because he got the hots for Naomi.

Brandon: Shut up, both of you.

Brandon: And don’t act so high and mighty, Bash. You were fucking Blake just fine a few weeks ago.

Connor: Touchy subject, but he’s right.

Sebastian: You shouldn’t talk, Con. Who did you stalk yesterday?

Connor: I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Brandon: Wait, what did I miss?

Connor: Nothing. I’m hungry.

Sebastian: Our dear bro Con scared Lil some days ago. Was sitting like a stalker in the library. But he wasn’t after Lil. Otherwise, we would have a problem.

Brandon: Uuh. Con Con, who caught your eye? The petite one from Biz Dev? Or the one with the snake tattoo?

Sebastian: Yeah, Con Con. Who did you follow?

Connor: Still hungry.

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