The last thing we needed was an unplanned pregnancy when we were younger, so even though she was on birth control, I always used a condom. It was the same with every other woman. “Me too.”

“Really?”

“There’s only one woman I imagined having my babies, and I wasn’t about to take the chance of it being anyone else,” I say truthfully.

Her legs wrap around me. “No condom.”

“Fuck yeah.” I dip down to kiss her. It turns me on that she knows where my mouth just was and can taste herself on me but doesn’t even flinch when I tangle my tongue with hers. It gives me hope she won’t balk at everything else I want to do to her.

I kiss a path down her neck and chest before wrapping my lips around one of her puckered nipples and sucking. Is it fucked up that I’m turned on at the thought of doing this after the baby comes and tasting her milk? Is that a kink, or are my mommy issues showing? Either way, I can’t wait. But I better keep that thought to myself for now.

Wet with my saliva, I pinch and tug on the peaked tip while I give the other one the same treatment. Skylar writhes under me, grinding her warm, wet pussy against my shaft. It feels so good, and if I don’t focus, I’ll end up coming like this, and that’s not happening. I’ve waited too long to sink inside her to waste this opportunity.

I’m not being cocky when I say I’m a big man. Overly big, if I’m being honest. Even to the point where there have been partners I just didn’t fit with, and I’ve had to be careful not to hurt anyone. It took Skylar and me a while to get her to the point where she could take me. Given it has been years since I’ve fucked her, it stands to reason she’ll need some preparation again.

“Roll over, ass in the air,” I say.

She flinches. “I wanted to watch you, at least for our first time back together.”

“I want that too.” I give her a reassuring kiss. “But I don’t want to hurt you. Let me get inside, and then we can change positions, yeah?”

“Okay.” She rolls over and lifts onto her knees, tossing her hair over to the side and watching me from over her shoulder.

“You’re so fucking sexy.” I grip her juicy butt cheeks roughly before letting them go, watching as they turn a pretty shade of pink. “God, the things I want to do to you.”

“Like what?”

“Spank this ass until it’s glowing, for one.” I dip between her legs and sink a finger inside her.

“You want that.”

“So badly. Does that scare you?”

“No. It turns me on.”

“Good. What about plugging your ass while I fuck you from behind?” I ask, but I already know the answer because her arousal is now dripping down my hand.

“Yes,” she whispers.

I hum as I add a second finger. Already, it’s a tight fit, and those two fingers aren’t half my girth. “What if I fuck your ass while I hold a vibrator to your pussy?”

“Walker,” she moans.

“What if I tie you up and tease you for hours until you beg me to make you come?” I add a third finger, scissoring them to stretch her out.

“Like BDSM? Do you have whips and chains hidden around here?”

“That’s more of a lifestyle choice, and I’m not that disciplined, but I do like control. I want to earn enough of your trust that you’ll do whatever I want, knowing that in the end, everything I do is to please you.” I leave out the part that I’m pretty sure the switch to this particular kink flipped the second she disappeared from my life and I had no control over anything. That’s beside the point.

“I trust you, Walker. Other than my mom, you’re the only other person I’ve given that to.”

“That makes me so fucking happy, Sunny. I promise I won’t ever betray that.” With one hand, I continue to finger fuck her, and with the other, I circle her swollen clit. One more orgasm, and she’ll be ready.

“Oh my god. You’re going to make me come again.” She buries her face into the mattress, fisting the sheets.

“Do it. Come for me, beautiful.”

Her back arches, lifting her ass even higher. I can’t help but lean over and bite into her cheek, which only seems to spur her on more. She cries out my name, the sound muffled as she clenches my fingers so tight, my cock weeps, knowing the next time I feel her spasms will be when she’s wrapped around it.