“I’m no good for you, Clark.”
“You were perfect for me. That tight little pussy of yours, the way you’d cry and look at me when they were using it. How you’d beg me to stop it. It was all perfect, Natasa. I wouldn’t want to give that up.” He’s using me for his own sick purposes, just like before. Clark pulls back and grabs my hand, leading me up the steps.
When we reach the top, he turns and walks us into the same room I was in before. I shake my head when I see it. It’s exactly the same as the last time I was here. Nothing has changed.There’s still a bed with chains attached in the corner. A giant mirror across from the bed where he forced me to watch what was happening to me. A chill wraps around me, and I shiver at the thought. Clark just laughs.
“Did you miss your room? Sleeping in a nice comfortable bed? When I heard you ran away and were homeless, well, I wasn’t pleased. That isn’t any way for you to live, Natasa.” I hate the way he says my name. It makes my skin crawl.
“It was better than this hell.”
“You thought this was hell? Oh, you haven’t seen anything yet. The things I have planned for you now that you’re back … let’s just say you won’t enjoy them.”
“You can’t do this to me, Clark. I’m pregnant.”
“That means nothing. Some men have a fetish for pregnant women, as you well know.” Trying to keep what’s left of my lunch in is proving to be harder and harder the more he talks.
“Please, Clark. Just wait until after I have the baby. Then you can do whatever you want to me.”
“Are we bargaining? No, Natasa. That isn’t how this works. You’re mine, remember? I choose what happens to you. You don’t make that call.”
“You can do that, but please wait, Clark. This baby didn’t do anything wrong.” Clark sighs before he sits on the edge of the bed and motions for me to come to him. I hesitate only briefly before forcing myself to walk over and sit next to him. He reaches up and brushes my hair away from my face.
“Would it make you feel better if it was only me while you’re pregnant?” Those words. They make me sicker. I don’t want him touching me either.
“Yes.” The word barely falls from my lips when his hands slide around to the back of my neck and hold me gently.
“I will allow this one thing, Natasa. This one thing only. When you have that baby, things go back to normal.” I nod my head. I have nothing else to do, so I nod my fucking head.
“Okay.”
“Thank me, Natasa.” He shoves me to the floor on my knees and unzips his pants, pulling his cock free.
Chapter 15
Gunner
Locke and I laugh as we walk back into the clubhouse with the things I just bought for Nat and the baby. She doesn’t know I’m doing this, but I want things to be ready for her. I don’t want her worrying over any of this.
“What’s all that?” Kiki asks as we walk in and set the bags on the table.
“Baby stuff.”
“You don’t know what you’re having yet,” she says as she pulls things out of the bag.
“I got you two right,” I remind her.
“Boy stuff? What if it’s a girl?”
“Then I’ll go get girl stuff, but I’m tellin’ you, it’s a boy.”
“You have this all planned, don’t you?” Kiki asks me.
“Sure as fuck do. I’m happy, Kiki.”
“I see that, and I’m happy for you. I’m glad you finally found someone good, Dad. She’s exactly what you need,” she tells me.
“You don’t think the age thing is bad?”
“Not up to me to decide. If you’re happy, then you’re happy.”