Now, I was shaking with nerves and the fear of the unknown.
Because none of it made any sense. From why he was back in New York, or at the party, to why he washere, in my room.Or why he wasn’t letting me go.
He was big and strong, but I wasn’t scared of him physically. I knew he would never hurt me or any woman.
But he’d already broken my heart once when we were teenagers. I couldn’t fall back into this… I couldn’t go through it again.Not with him.
My bottom lip trembled with embarrassment, and my voice came out as anything but convincing. “I didn’t…”
Trevor twisted me around, causing me to smash into his chest.
“I think you did.”
One second his hand was brushing down over my ass, the next, two of his big fingers were pushing inside of me.
A strangled gasp escaped me as I squeezed around him like a vice.
“I think you knewexactlythat it was me.”
His fingers pumped in and out, fast but still pushing their way through since I wasn’t stretched out enough yet. He stroked inside me in the most toe-curling way, and I almost rolled my hips to match his rhythm.
“I think you were praying I wouldn’t confirm it, so you could pretend like you didn’t mean for this to happen.”
My sensitive nipples brushed against his crisp shirt. My fingers dug into his shoulders, while his dug into my hip.
“I think you thanked God when I didn’t say anything, so you could enjoy this without any guilt.”
I lowered my head, looking away – maybe because I was ashamed, maybe because I couldn’t take it anymore. But his hand gripped my throat again, forcing me to look up at him.
He was frowning too, looking down at me with his onyx eyes. “You think I’d let you enjoy this, without punishment, after everything?”
I hadn’t done anything to deserve this from him.
Tears burned my eyes.
Then his, black like coal, flashed with fire. “You think I’d let you come on my tongue thinking about another man? I’d burn this fucking city to the ground before you got that idea in your head.”
Fire built at my core, sparking and spreading through the rest of me.
He leaned down, pulling me in so close, our noses were brushing.
“You think you can get rid of me?”
My orgasm ripped through me in shock waves. My lips were parted, brushing his, allowing every whimper to escape out of my mouth, and into his. His rough fingers stroked inside me with the same force, if not harder, making me roll and grind my hips into his palm.
I thought he was going to kiss me at some point, but he never did.
He kept us close enough so we were breathing the same air; close enough that I was dying for him to close the distance between us; but far enough to torture me.
When my pleasure finally came to a finish after what seemed like forever, he slowly pulled out of me. I was still dizzy when he pushed the two fingers he’d used inside me, into my mouth. Imoaned around him in surprise, and he spread them out slowly – the dark look in his eyes hypnotizing me to lick them clean.
His other hand was still wrapped around my throat when he pulled his fingers out of my mouth and leaned in to speak in my ear.
“When you play with yourself tonight, thinking about how good it would’ve been to come on my tongue and not behave like a brat, I want you to remember all the times I fucked you in college. Don’t pretend like I don’t knowexactlyhow to set you straight.”
Chapter 27
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