KILLIAN
Ilift Lilah in my arms and take the stairs two at a time. I need this woman spread out on a bed. Not up against a wall. I need to see her. Touch her. Fucking devour her.
Without asking, I kick open her bedroom door and stop. “You still with me?”
Christ, let her still be with me.
“Put me down, St. James,” she whispers wickedly. “Let me show you exactly how with you I am.”
I set her on the floor, and Lilah’s smile is instantaneous. “You know...” She spreads her palms out flat against my chest and drags them out to my shoulders and down my arms, then back up, unfastening each button with painstakingly slow precision. “That pretty picture I painted earlier...”
“Fuck, Lilah...” Her nails scrape my skin as she shoves my shirt off me. “I’ll never forget that picture.”
“I might have fantasized about that a time or two too...”
She leans in and teases my nipple with her nail, then her tongue, while she pulls my belt free from my pants. “Or maybe two hundred.” She shoves my jeans and boxers down, then licks her lips. “Jesus, Killer, you’re huge.”
Part of me roars in triumph, part of me wants to kill any other man she’s seen naked. Either way, both parts fade away to a distant background noise when she drops to her knees with a sexy-as-sin smile on her face and my cock in her hands. She looks up at me through long dark lashes and lidded eyes, so fucking pretty.
“I’ve imagined doing this,” she whispers quietly. “Tell me you have too.”
“Fuck, Lilah. I’ve imagined you just like this since I figured out how to jerk myself off.” I cup her face and rub my thumb over her jaw. “Open up for me, princess.”
Without any hesitation, she parts her pouty pink lips and swirls her tongue around the head of my throbbing cock. She fists the base, and an arrogant smile tugs at my lips when her hand can’t quite wrap entirely around me.
Lilah licks me from base to tip, then swallows me down her throat and gags.
Her eyes water, and her lashes flutter as she looks up at me—and ho-ly shit—the sight of this woman on her knees threatens every fucking ounce of control I’ve spent a lifetime building. I force myself to hold back and not lose control. Instead, I wrap her hair around one fist and tug gently.
“I don’t want to come in your mouth, princess.”
She reaches up and digs her nails into my bare ass and moans as she bats those fucking lashes. Taking me deeper into her throat. Sucking me down.
“Fuck,” I growl as a thundering need builds to a roar at the base of my spine. I thrust into her mouth, giving in to the need, and Lilah cries out.
Fuck—Fuck—Fuck.
She licks up the length of my cock, then pops off and drags her teeth over her lips. “God, yes,” she moans again before taking me down her throat and humming.
Her hot tears pool in her eyes, and I drop her hair and grab her face as my abs pull tight, with the force it’s taking to maintain control. After two more strokes of her tongue, I lift her, and she wraps her legs around my waist, teasing my cock with her soaked pussy.
Lilah grinds her hips against me as she pushes her tongue into my mouth and wraps her arms around my neck. “That was even hotter than I imagined.”
“Fuck, princess.” My mind spins, but I force it to slow. “Condoms?”
She nips my lips as her nails score my skin. “Nightstand,” she gasps as she teases me and takes me inside her... Just the fucking tip, and I swear to all that’s holy I could come right now. “Hurry.”
“No,” I groan and squeeze her ass. “If I’m only getting one night with you, I’m not gonna hurry a goddamned thing.”
“Always such a bossy asshole.” Her words are a whimper and a protest as she sinks further down my cock. “But my God, you feel so fucking good. Fuck me, Killian.”
I drop her to the bed with a bounce and open her drawer, fumbling for the condoms. I pull one out and hold it up, then toss it aside. “Baby, that’s not gonna fit. I gotta go get one from my room.”
When I take a step back, she sits up and pulls her dress off, leaving her naked and perfect on the bed, rocking me to my fucking core. “I’m on the pill,” she pants and climbs up to her knees. “Please, please, please, just fuck me. I’m clean. I haven’t had sex in so long, and I’ve been tested since.”
“Lilah...” I grab the back of her neck and close my mouth over hers, swallowing her protests. “I’ll be back in just a minute.”
She reaches between us and squeezes my cock. “I’ve never been bare with anyone, Killer. Please give me this.”