Page 53 of My Bloody Valentine

He smiles, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. There’s a shift in his demeanor, something hard and intense lurking beneath the surface.

I pull the sheet closer to my body, needing to cover myself to shield against whatever is coming.

Adrian’s gaze is hooded, intense. “You’ve given me your body. I’ve tasted every inch of you. But I want more.”

My breath catches in my throat. More? What more could he possibly want from me?

“I want your fears, your darkest desires.” He leans forward, his eyes capturing mine. “I want to explore everything with you, Maya.”

His fingers trace idle patterns on my skin. “Everything?” I echo, already knowing the answer.

His thumb brushes over a particularly sensitive spot on my inner thigh, making me squirm. “Everything.”

I open my mouth to speak, but no words come out. I’m afraid to ask, afraid to know.

Adrian’s smile is slow and sensual. “You know what I’m talking about, little critic.”

“I—I don’t know if I can,” I stammer. The truth hovers between us, unspoken but understood. I can feel my cheeks flushing and heat spreading through my body.

He tilts his head, his eyes searching mine. “You’ve never done it before, have you?”

My silence is my answer. He reaches out to tuck a stray strand of hair behind my ear.

“Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle.” His voice has taken on that velvety tone that makes my insides melt. “I promise to make it good for you.”

My pulse quickens, and I swallow hard, searching for my voice. “I don’t know if I’m ready for this.”

Adrian leans closer, his lips brushing my ear. “Let me be honest, Maya. I want your ass. Right here, right now.”

His blunt words hit me like a punch to the gut. He’s never been this forward, this brazen.

“I—I can’t just—” My voice trails off, my mind spinning.

“You can,” he interrupts, his hand stroking my thigh. “You will.”

“But it’s?—”

“It’s what?” He cuts me off, his fingers digging into my skin. “Tell me, Maya.”

“It’s... intimate,” I whisper, the word sticking in my throat.

“It is.” He nods, his eyes never leaving mine. “It’s the most intimate thing two people can do. Letting someone take you like that, possessing you completely.”

I shiver, the truth of his words sinking in. I’ve already given him so much, but this feels like crossing a forbidden line, stepping into an even darker place, trapping myself in his web even more.

“But you want it too, don’t you?” His thumb brushes my swollen lower lip. “Admit it.”

My eyes widen, my gaze dropping as I nod slightly. He’s right, as always. I do want it. I want him to take me there and push me beyond my boundaries again.

“Give voice to your hunger. Let me hear it.”

My lips part, the words feeling dirty and wrong even as I speak them. “I want—I want you to fuck me. In the ass.”

“There’s my honest girl.” His lips curl into a victorious smile. “You want my cock in your tight virgin ass.”

I swallow hard, nodding silently. My body is on fire, desire waging war with apprehension.

“But it’s your first time, so we’ll take it slow.” His eyes darken. “I want to feel every inch of you surrender to me.”

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