Page 73 of I Was Always Yours (RCA: Royal Crown Academy)

I try not to flinch at his words, but I stiffen when I hear the sound of a zipper opening before I feel his hard dick rest against my ass cheek.

I trip on a breath as the realization that he’s going to fuck me suddenly hits me.

“C-condom,” I choke out, the only rational thought I can think of now.

“No.” He bites out, and I can tell he’s angry. It’s in the way he roughly pulls my hips back and the way his hand grabs the back of my neck and uses it to keep me in place, face smashed against the wall. “Your pussy is going to feel every single inch of my bare cock tearing it apart.”

My head’s swimming and my heart’s pounding. Part of me always hoped that I’d lose my virginity to Phoenix, although for a long time that looked like nothing more than a foolish dream, but I never imagined that it’d happen in a dark alley.

“Not here.” I try, my voice shaking.

“You think you deserve better than this dirty alley?” He reaches around and cups my breast through my dress, rolling the piercing between his thumb and forefinger. “No, this is perfect. This is exactly where I want to sink into your tight cunt.”

He slips his dick between my thighs and moves his hips back and forth, rubbing himself against me and bumping against my clip with each stroke.

His hand leaves my breast and comes to my mouth.

“Open.” He demands.

Like an idiot, I obey.

He shoves three fingers deep into my throat, making me gag. “You better get them wet, this is the only lube you’re getting.”

When they come out, they’re soaked in saliva. He rubs his fingers over his tip and my breath hitches when I feel him place his cock against my entrance. The two orgasms loosened my muscles so I work not to tense them as he presses in.

I hiss as his dick parts my walls and starts entering me. He’s barely in an inch and I already feel stretched to the extreme.

He’s not gentle or patient as he pushes himself further in. He grunts and curses as he feels my muscles give way for him, but pauses when he bumps against the proof of my virginity.

He’s so still, I don’t think he breathes for long moments.

So long, in fact, that I start itching to push back on him so I can have him fully seated inside me.

“You’re a virgin?” He strives for a carefully blank tone, but all I can hear is the manic edge underlying it.

“Obviously,” I respond, trying to hide my nerves behind false bravado as I arch my hips towards him, “Now do something about it.”

He wraps an arm around my middle and the other hooks my throat from the front, pulling me against his chest and nudging his cock a hint further into my passage.

The new position burns and I hiss as he bites my earlobe.

“I’m your first?” He asks, and I don’t know why he sounds so surprised. He’s done a great job of making sure that no one with a dick got anywhere near me over the last three plus years. “You’ve never fucked anyone else?”

My imagination runs wild and untethered because I think I hear a hint of relief in his words.

“Technically, I still haven’t fucked anyone.”

I’m not exactly sure where I picked up my recent sass, but I’m going to blame Thayer.

He pulls back his hips and then slams forward, breaching through my virginity as his mouth mutters the filthiest things I’ve ever heard right against my ear.

“Watch your fucking mouth, unless you’re looking for it to be brutally fucked next. I’ll do it, but I need to break your pretty untouched pussy first. I can’t believe you’ve never let anyone have you. You saved yourself for me, huh, Six? You wanted it to be me whispering all the deviant shit I plan to do to you as I’m fucking you, didn’t you?”

I shake my head to say no, incapable of coherent thought or speech as I desperately try to adjust to his thick length, and he growls angrily from behind me. I feel the noise rumble against my skin through his chest, the power of it rocking me.

“I took you anyway, didn’t I?” He purrs malevolently. He pulls back and pauses. “Are you ready for me to put it all the way in?”

“I-it’s not in yet?” I ask, flustered. There’s no way I can take any more of him, not when it already feels like I might rip apart with every breath I take.

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