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I kissed behind his ear, then purred, “Do you want to come like this? Or let me come in you and then blow you?”

Another whimper, this one a mix of arousal and frustration, as if he liked both options but couldn’t choose.

I thrust in a little harder, knocking more of those delicious sounds out of him. “I want you to come in my mouth,” I whispered in his ear. “After I come in you.”

“Y-yeah.” He arched under me and clenched around me. “Fuck, baby…Yeah.”

I squeezed my eyes shut and drove into him harder, burying my face in his neck as I chased my orgasm. He egged me on with soft moans and those perfect rolls of his hips, and when I sank my teeth into his shoulder, he bucked so hard, I thought he came.

I sure as fuck did. His cry and how he tightened around me sent me right over the brink, and curses and nonsense poured out of my mouth as I rode him until I had nothing left.

Eyes still closed, I stopped, my dick all the way inside him and my whole body trembling. “Oh my God…”

“Fucking love that,” he said on a groan. “Love making you come.”

I moaned and kissed beside his neck again. “Now it’s my turn, isn’t it?” I paused. “Or did you come?”

He shivered. “N-no. Didn’t come. Not yet.” He squirmed a little beneath me. “But it’s not gonna take much.”

“Mmm, that’s what I love to hear.” I pulled out, and as soon as he was on his back, I went down on him. I pushed two fingers into his well-fucked hole, and he arched his back, thrusting into my mouth. He wasn’t kidding about being close—his dick was steel-hard, and I tasted pre-cum with every lick.

“Fuck, yeah,” he panted. “Yeah, you’re gonna make me come.”

I moaned around his dick, which only seemed to drive him further out of his mind. Perfect. Fingering him, stroking him, licking him for all I was worth, I let myself get high on his trembling and his moans and—as I got him close—his cries. When I knew he was right there, right on the edge, just about to come, I held him there until his pleas for release became a near sob, and then I hauled him over it, swallowing every drop as he thrust into my mouth and fucked himself on my hand.

I stopped when he shuddered and relaxed, and as soon as I’d lifted up, he grabbed me and pulled me into a deep kiss.That was so damn hot, how he loved the taste of himself on my tongue, and I kissed him as hard as I knew he wanted it until we both finally sighed and pulled apart.

“Goddamn,” he murmured. “I love when you suck me off, but when it’s right after you’ve fucked me…” He bit his swollen lip.

I grinned and kissed him lightly. “Any time you want me to fuck you and then blow you, say the word.”

He returned the grin and stole another soft kiss.

We got up long enough to clean ourselves up, then returned to the rumpled bed. As we settled in the middle of the mattress, though, an unspoken thought seemed to be clouding his mood.

“Hey.” I slid my bare foot up his shin. “You still here?”

“Yeah. Yeah. I’m…” He licked his lips. “Just, um… This isn’t too one-sided, is it? Like you’re not doing all the work?”

I blinked. “Baby, there is nothing one-sided about it. I love fucking you.” I tilted my head. “Is there something else you want to be doing?”

“Well, I mean, I do want to top. Eventually.” He didn’t quite look me in the eyes as he added, “Maybeeventually, but it’s…”

“Okay. Okay, that’s fine.” I slid my hand over his forearm. “You don’t have to. We don’t even have to try to work up to it if it’s not something you want.”

“It is, though,” he whispered. “I… really want it. But…” He chewed his lip for a long, silent moment. Then, “The only times I’ve ever been on top, it was… not what I wanted.”

I froze. “Like, you weren’t into it? Or it…” I hesitated. “Or it wasn’t consensual?”

The flinch was answer enough.

My blood turned cold as I stared at him in horror.

He chanced a look at me, and something in my expression made him bristle. “Yes, it’s possible. Everyone thinks a guy can’t get it up if he’s—”

“No, no, it’s not that!” I showed my palms. “I believe you. Completely. I’m just… God, that’s fucked up, Nolan.”

He eyed me uncertainly.

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