Miori
It’s all my fault. Everything. All of it.
I’m watching the Crown’s, seeing how concerned they are for my sister, how they care for each other, respect one another, and comfort Jamieson as he’s clearly dealing with an old pain. It’s hard to watch because I’m the cause of this. Me. No one else. Not Kano, not Uncle Kato—well, yeah, it is, but not fully.
I was the catalyst to everything that’s happened since Kaori returned to Osaka.
Fuck.
If my sister dies because of the deal I made with Chen, I don’t know if I can live with it. It is a great dishonor that I’ve created. My sister does not deserve this, and she didn’t ask for it. She tried to leave this life behind.
If I’m the cause of her losing the baby or her life, I’ll never forgive myself.