Once I finishedin the studio, I went upstairs to shower before changing into some biker shorts and a flowy crop top. Since I never got the chance to read on the beach, I planned on reading by the pool.
Flashes of Menace staring into my eyes while he tasted me bombarded my mental and forced me to cross my legs because my girl was throbbing. After he finished tasting me, I thought he would want to have sex with me. I wasn’t thinking about my virginity at the moment, just wanting him to continue to make me feel good, and I wanted to make him feel good, too.
Even now, he hasn’t tried anything other than wanting me in his arms at night. Nothing was happening and according to him, he needed an heir, so shouldn’t we have been having sex? It wasn’t like he was waiting until we were married because neither of us were traditional at all.
As I paced in front of the kitchen counter, I abandoned my thoughts for lunch and went downstairs to where he was in the sauna. I couldn’t have these internal thoughts. How would he know? Menace was a person you had to be literal with, he didn’t catch hints and things that you would throw his way.
When I made it to the sauna, he was sitting inside with his head back. “Stevie, you can do this… just ask him what’s up? Say… what my pussy not good enough for you? No… don’t say that… just ask… nigga, is it because I’m a virgin? Are you scared?” I shook off the intrusive thoughts telling me to bust up in there with conflict.
Taking one last deep breath, I opened the sauna door, and my hair immediately puffed up. “How are you sitting in here? Are you the damn devil or something?”
Maverick opened his eyes. “Nah, I know one though.”
“Why don’t you wanna have sex with me, Maverick? Did you not say we need to produce an heir, no?”
He leaned up while licking his lips, looking so damn good that I had to look away. “Who says I didn’t, Wonder?”
“Then why don’t you?”
“You a virgin, right?”
“Yes,” I mumbled while folding my arms, avoiding eye contact with him because now I felt foolish. I should have busted up in here guns blazing like I originally had planned. “What does that?—”
“Which means you ain’t never took dick before, correct?”
“Yes, but I’m still not understa?—”
My words were cut short when he removed himself from the bench with no shirt on. How was I supposed to focus when he was in front of me looking this good? He licked his thumb and wiped the side of my face, which I assumed was paint on my cheek. Then, he lifted my chin with his finger and stared into my eyes.
“A woman losing her virginity is a very special moment for her, I heard. I take that seriously, Wonder. I’ve had pussy before, and this ain’t that for me… you’re going to be my wife. This is going to be your first time. I’m not about to rob you of your first time… can’t do that to you.”
My breath vanished for a second as he spoke to me. “Well, alright, I’m going to go read.” I stumbled toward the door, not knowing what else to say.
“Wonder?”
“Yeah?”
“With those little ass shorts on, no doubt if the situation was different, I would have sat you on this dick right now.”
I let out an inward squeal and quickly left while he laughed at me. His lips as he spoke, his lashes as they swept down as he stared at me had every part of my body heated. I used my book and fanned myself as I thought about Maverick Caselli.
My book of choice didn’t make it any better because Miss Jenesequa was known for her spicy novels, and her novelI Got Youwas no different. I needed to take a cold shower, and I had just finished taking a shower.
Jesus, I need a rose.
A cold shower.
And tonotshare Maverick’s bed tonight.
Maverick promisedme that he would ask his siblings to come over for a family brunch. With everyone’s schedule, we agreed on a dinner. I spent the morning with Lupita making sure everything was good. Well, who was I kidding? I watched as she obsessed over what needed to be right for Maverick.
The dining table was set, and I kept going in there checking to make sure it was perfect. They had been here more times than I have, so they were used to everything. Maverick had business to handle, and he went out of town for two days.
As he crossed my mind, I smiled when his name came across my screen. “Wonder, we taking off now… be there in an hour.”
“Your sisters texted and said they are on their way. I’m not sure about your brother though… he didn’t confirm if he is coming or not.”
“That nigga don’t ever stick to a schedule.”