Page 88 of Saving You Losing Me

Perhaps this may not be the best time to ask but we’ve wasted enough time already.

“Birth control?” I raise my eyes and a gentle blush heats her skin as she shakes her head shyly.

“It was always the morning-after pill because Michael would beat me if he discovered any form of protection.”

I hate her words and the images it drags from her past, and I feel like an asshole as I pull out.

“Atom.” She pulls me back. “What’s wrong?”

“I won’t be him, Clara. If we make a life, it’s because it’s the most important thing to us. I’ll protect us until you make that decision, not me.”

I reach for a condom and her hand closes over mine and she says huskily, “No. I’m done waiting, Atom. We have wasted too long already. Fuck me without protection and if we make a life together, I will be the happiest woman alive because it will be half of you and half of me, and what can be better than that?”

Her words electrify my soul because the idea of making babies with this woman was something that often occupied my mind. When I saw her with her girls, I loved her more if that’s possible and if we can blend our families, it will make me the happiest man alive.

Once again, I stare into her eyes and push deep inside her. Our eyes, bodies and souls connected in a moment neither of us imagined we’d ever see again.

I move slowly, savoring every second, loving this, loving her. She bites on her lower lip and gasps as her body reacts to mine and it always was perfection. These moments were when I was happiest and that hasn’t changed.

“Atom–I–” She groans as she shivers against me, tensing as she throws her head back and moans, her entire body shaking as she comes hard over my cock and I can’t tear my gaze away as Ifuck into her orgasm. She rains down heaven on my swollen cock and I’m so desperate to hold on to this moment for eternity. But this has been a long time coming and I can’t stall the inevitable and as I shoot hard and fast inside her, my world spins as I enter the promised land.

Our hearts beat frantically,pressed against one another, and her face is buried against my chest as our breathing slows to more normal levels. I am reluctant to leave and remain inside a place I always knew was my spiritual home and her soft whisper catches hold of my heart.

“I can’t wait to marry you tomorrow.” Her soft voice is filled with happiness and I tighten my hold and my reply is husky with emotion.

“I want to marry you because I love you, darlin’.”

I pull back and stroke her face gently and whisper, “I have never experienced daily pain like the kind when you walked away from me. I thought time would heal the wound, but some wounds only react to one kind of medicine. You are the antidote to my unhappiness, Clara. You always were my dark angel, and I never expected this to be easy.”

“You got that right.”

She smiles and then pain shrouds her eyes as she says sadly, “I have been nothing but trouble to you. You should never have agreed to help me, but I will be forever grateful you tried.”

“If I had known sooner you were hurting, baby, I would have helped you escape without a moment’s hesitation. I would kill for you, baby, just so you know, but your freedom is yours if you ever want it. I’m not a monster, just a desperate man who loves you a little too hard.”

“I’m where I want to be - always.”

She leans up and kisses me softly, my cock still embedded deep in her pussy. It stirs inside her and I smile against her lips because now I understand what true happiness means. Finding the woman you love who loves you just as hard right back.

The night is spent makingup for lost time and as the dawn breaks, I reluctantly leave Clara’s bed and tug on the clothes from the day before.

“I don’t want this to end.”

She is sitting up, the sheet messy around her waist, her glorious tits a temptation I’m fighting hard against and her tousled dark curls framing her bewitching face.

“Then it’s a good job today is our wedding day, darlin’.”

Her eyes widen. “I have nothing suitable to wear.”

“If I thought it was respectable, I’d marry you naked, but I’m guessing we should spare the blushes of the club and your gorgeous girls and attempt to cover up.”

She smiles, but I sense her unease and I drop to the edge of the bed and take her hand.

“You come as a package, Clara.”

I rub my thumb against her lips and smile. “It’s of no consequence who their father was. It’s their future that concerns me now. I will love your girls as much as any babies we make and we will be a family, as God always intended.”

“I never had you down as a believer, Atom.”

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