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My voice trembles as I prepare myself for pain and he nods. “I’ve got you baby. Pain and pleasure; we can deal with both.”

I nod, biting my lower lip, expecting the former and as he presses down on my clit, it releases a pleasant throbbing inside me and I open up to him. I am so wet, it drips down my inner thigh and he pushes in until the tip is a little inside me.

“Oh fuck, baby.”

He pulls me closer, one arm holding me hard against his chest and my legs wrap around his waist as I gasp, “Now, Atom.”

With one agonized groan, he pushes in hard and captures my scream of pain in his mouth. Absorbing the sound and yet pushing in relentlessly, scraping my walls as he fills me with his cock. Nothing prepares me for that. The experience of another person inside me. Filling me, owning me and dominating my body.

Tears leak from my eyes from the pain and his low grunt as he pushes in deeper chases the darkness away.

He moves steadily, whispering, “Fuck, Clara, you are perfect.”

Knowing he is deep inside me causes a euphoria I wasn’t expecting and as my body recovers from the shock, a new sensation chases away the pain. It’s as if I am welcoming him inside, holding him and caressing him.

He moves in and out, dragging against my fragmented virginity as I accommodate the invasion. My clit drags against his shaft, causing delicious heat to spread through me. This is like nothing I ever imagined and it’s really happening. It’s not so bad. In fact, it’s pretty damn incredible and as he pumps inside me, something happens that takes me completely by surprise.

A sensation so violent shakes my entire body as I climax over his cock, the waves of delicious heat spreading through me as I convulse around him. His loud roar comes from a distance as he shoots deep into the condom and as his cock jerks inside me, I experience a sense of power, I wasn’t expecting. I can do this.Wecan do this and as our bodies shatter against one another, I am in no doubt at all. I am Atom’s girl and I wouldn’t want it any other way.

CHAPTER 12

ATOM

It was worth the wait.

As I hold Clara close to me, my cock embedded deep within her, I catch my breath. I wasn’t kidding when I told her this was my first time too. It is.

I’ve done everything else but the final act. I wanted it to be with the woman I share my life with. Not a meaningless fuck purely for target practice.

I’ve given her my heart and soul and I would do it again in a heartbeat. She means more to me than anyone ever has, and I figure she would be terrified if she understood the depth of my obsession with her.

She relaxes against me and I pull back and stroke her gorgeous face and smile into her eyes.

“Thank you.”

“I should be the one saying that.”

“I don’t want your thanks. I only want your heart.”

She smiles softly. “Haven’t you figured it out yet?”

“Figured what out?”

She reaches up and strokes my face with a light touch and whispers, “I wanted you more. I took the job at Joes as soon as I could because when you left school I lost sight of you. I heardyou hung out at the bar and seized my chance. I did it to be close to you even though you never knew I existed because you fascinate me, Atom. You always have.”

“So, you’re a stalker now.”

“Apparently I am.”

We touch lips and she tastes different now. She tastes of me.Mine.

For some reason, that calms me more than I thought it would because I’m aware we will have a battle on our hands. As soon as it’s common knowledge we’re together, her parents will do everything possible to change that.

“Are you afraid?” I ask, and she shakes her head.

“Of you? No. Never. Are you?”

“Of circumstances tearing us apart.”

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