Bax shrugged one shoulder and managed to look dead sexy while doing it. “Follow your instincts.”
“I don’t really have instincts here,” he admitted, his arousal racing fast toward embarrassment that would destroy the moment. He couldn’t continue to hold Bax’s gaze, especially when he confessed, “Raina is the only other person of any sex I’ve ever been with. I didn’t know what I was doing with her at first either.”
“Oh, sweetheart,” Bax said with the most intriguing combination of compassion and arousal. He scooted closer, took Nick’s beer from his hand and put it on the table, then inched closer still. “It’s okay.”
Nick’s heart and head pulled hard in two directions. His heart trusted Bax and was certain it would be okay, but his head thought it was everything that was the opposite of okay.
Before either of them could get the upper hand, Bax slipped an arm around his waist and pulled him forward into another kiss. It was exactly what Nick wanted and what he needed to settle the raging insecurities inside him. He wanted this, wanted to kiss Bax and to learn what it was like to be with a man. He wanted connection and intimacy.
“How far do you want to take this?” Bax asked between kisses, his breath hot and wet against Nick’s lips.
“I just want you,” Nick answered. “I don’t know what I’m doing, but I want to learn.”
Bax smiled his way into another kiss. As he did, he swept a hand down Nick’s side, then across the front of his jeans to rub and palm his growing cock.
Nick gasped and broke out in shivers as pleasure shot through him. His cock filled fast, pressing uncomfortably against his zipper. At the same time, he loved the feeling. It was the answer to the question he’d been asking himself since his heart had started to fall for Bax.
“Can I take it out?” Bax asked, leaning back to look into Nick’s eyes.
Nick swallowed, then nodded. The only way to truly learn what he wanted was to cross every boundary he’d previously had.
Bax smiled, then dropped his gaze so he could watch what he was doing.
Nick watched as well as Bax worked open the button of his jeans then drew the zipper down. Whether he was going slowly to be seductive or to give Nick a chance to adjust, it had to be the most erotic thing he’d ever experienced.
The head of his cock was already poking through the opening of his boxers, but Bax didn’t take it out that way. He nudged Nick to lift his hips, then he pushed his jeans and boxers down enough to scoop in and draw everything out. His balls tightened and his cock bounced up as Bax palmed them while drinking in the sight.
Bax definitely looked at everything. His pupils shot wide and his face flushed as he studied Nick. Nick spent all of two seconds hoping Bax liked what he saw before his brain started to blank entirely as Bax stroked the underside of his cock from his balls to his tip. Pleasure flooded him as Bax closed his hand around his shaft and pulled his foreskin down to expose his already damp tip.
The pleasure was so powerful as Bax stroked slowly up and down, gazing intensely at him, that within seconds, Nick started to feel the tell-tale signs of orgasm. He wanted to thrust into Bax’s hand and watch his seed spill all over it, but he wanted a lot more things than just that.
“You’re a big boy,” Bax said, peeking up at Nick with a mischievous look.
It was a silly, borderline crass thing to say, but it did exactly what Nick needed in that moment. It made him laugh.
“I’m proportional,” he said, relieved that laughing pulled him back from coming the second Bax had a hand on him.
“Mind if I taste?” Bax asked.
A shudder of need pulsed through Nick. He couldn’t form the words, he could only nod.
For a split second, as Bax bent forward, bringing his mouth closer to his cockhead, Nick panicked. He didn’t know what hewas doing. Would Bax expect him to suck his cock in return? The idea intrigued him, but he wasn’t sure he was ready.
A second later, as Bax’s warm, wet mouth kissed his tip, then as he bore down, taking his entire head into his mouth and brushing it with his tongue, none of that mattered. He couldn’t think, couldn’t feel fear or worry. He could only groan as heady pleasure raced through him.
Fantasies started spinning in Nick’s mind, blending with reality. He loved what Bax was doing and wanted more. He imagined himself fully naked gripping the sides of Bax’s head while he thrust into the heat of Bax’s mouth. That image morphed back into what was really happening in the moment as Bax slurped and sucked and took Nick deeper into his throat.
Bax moaned in appreciation as he took Nick in deep, and Nick cried plaintively in response, pushing his hips up off the couch as he did. He’d never been sucked off like this before. No wonder blowjobs were such a big deal to some people. They were quickly becoming a big deal to him.
When Bax pulled back suddenly, panting, Nick came close to whining.
“You’re close, aren’t you,” Bax said. It wasn’t a question. He knew.
“Yeah,” Nick panted, nodding tightly.
Bax grinned and rocked back all the way. He eyed Nick’s thick, spit-slick erection as it stood up against Nick’s belly then asked, “Do you want to keep this going in the bedroom? Preferably with both of us naked?”
“Yes,” Nick gusted in answer.