I inhale deeply. "Two exes of mine."
"Well, they didn't get you. I do. You can feel that, can’t you? Because I get you need your space. I get you don't always see the positive in everything. And that's okay. I'm here for it. I'm not going to resent you. I'm going to keep being the person I am because I can handle you. I'm not intimidated by your abruptness. But I don’t want you to keep thinking I deserve someone else or that I shouldn’t do things for you. Because guess what? You deserve those things. You deserve that I bring you dinner when you have to work late. And I deserve to be with someone I love. Not someone who is theoretically better. Someone I love." She points at me. "You."
I open my mouth to say something but I'm too stunned. She feels the same way that I do.
"Let's make a promise: don't ever dismiss my feelings for you. They are here and they are not going away. I promise that I will tell you whenever you make me sad with your negativity. We will talk about it and learn from it." She steps closer. "Okay?"
I nod, embracing her. I can't believe I get to have her. But through communication we will work through everything. She deserves that as much as I do.
"I love you Emma."
"I love you too, August."
"I'm sorry for being an ass."
"You have every right to apologize in every way you want." Her tone is clear and I don't want to disappoint her, not when I too need to be inside of her.
I step back so I can hold her chin.
"I will."
Chapter 10 - Emma
As soon as he tells me he's going to apologize in every way he wants, he gets me over his shoulders like I'm a sack of potatoes. Marshmallow looks as astonished as I am and follows us to his office.
"Marsh, you are staying outside." He tells the cat before closing the door.
He lowers me to the ground and backs me into the door as his mouth rummages through my neck and he fondles my breasts.
"You are so perfect."
"You keep saying that."
"It's your fault. You keep proving me right."
He pinches my nipples and I moan in response, loving how good it feels to be with him. He loves me and it makes me want him so much, I feel desperate for him to be inside me, it seems I'll stop breathing if he isn’t soon.
"You're as desperate as I am, aren't you?"
"Yes!"
He slides his fingers in my panties. "Fuck, I can’t get enough of this pussy."
He rubs my clit and I already feel at the precipice. It's still hard to process how much power he has over me. How at ease I feel with him. But it feels right, terribly right. And I want him as much as he wants me and that's such a relief after I've been battling these overwhelming feelings this past week.
"August! Please!"
"I wanted to take my time with you but it's hard Emma. So fucking hard." He leans his forehead against mine. Then his fingers sink deeper. I cry out. His fingers leave me, and I feel so empty without them. He licks them without taking his eyes off mine and I'm even more drenched now.
He thrusts into me, and I feel his thick length on my belly. He doesn't wait a moment longer and lifts me by my legs, making me sit on top of the desk.
"From now on, all I'm going to think is about you spread like this, drenching my desk with your pussy."
"August, please, I need you." Because I do. I can't think of anything else.
I unbuckle his belt and spring his cock free, it's so much thicker and bigger than I expected, the thought of him inside me just becomes more urgent now.
I lay down on the desk, waiting for him, spreading my legs for him. When I finally feel him in my entrance, relief washes over me, the feeling of rightness settling over me. He sinks into me slowly and I feel myself widen to take him in, it's both painful and pleasurable. He watches over me, checking I'm okay. When I thrust upwards, he takes it as the sign it is and starts thrustingtoo. He starts slowly but picks up the pace and I'm all moans, my brain consumed by pleasure.