I stare at him, my heart pounding in my chest, the sound echoing in my ears. It feels like my limbs are going numb, a tingling sensation running through them. Against my better judgment, I slowly start to lower myself to the ground, the coolness of the floor beneath my knees sending shivers through my body. His intense gaze never leaves me, locking me in place.
Once I’m on my knees, I see his tongue slide along his lower lip, a subtle movement that sends a jolt of desire through me. My breath catches in my throat, a fluttering sensation swirling in my stomach, traveling to my core. The thought of running crosses my mind, but deep down, we both know it’s futile. He would catch me effortlessly.
With trepidation, I begin to crawl, every movement deliberate and cautious. My hands tremble as I placethem one in front of the other, my eyes fixed on his, the intensity of his gaze making my heart race even faster. The world around me blurs as I focus solely on him.
I stop right in front of him, uncertainty filling my mind. He spreads his legs wider, creating a space for me to fill. With a deep, shaky breath, I comply and settle between his legs. His hooded eyes bore into mine, a mix of hunger and satisfaction evident in his gaze.
“Good,” he murmurs, his voice a low and commanding whisper. “Now, undo my belt.” The words hang in the air, causing a rush of anticipation and fear to flood my senses. My eyes widen, and all the air seems to be sucked from my lungs.
“I-I...” I stammer, feeling the heat rise to my cheeks, my embarrassment consuming me. His hand gently caresses my cheek, and my eyes meet his. His gaze softens, filled with a mix of surprise and tenderness.
“You’ve never done this before, have you?” he asks softly, his voice laced with genuine curiosity. My face burns with shame, and I can only shake my head, unable to find the words to express my inexperience. His touch lingers on my cheek, a comforting gesture amidst the intensity of the moment.
Pulling my bottom lip between my teeth, I notice his eyes immediately drawn to the subtle action, desire flickering in his gaze.
“Let me teach you,little star.”
I carefully watch as he loosens his belt, the metallic clinking sound filling the room while my heart pounds fiercely against my chest as if it’s desperately trying to escape. As his pants slide down gradually, my eyes widen as his cock spring free. I’ve never been intimate with a man before but I have seen porn videos and this has to be the biggest I’ve seen. The thought of taking it in my mouth overwhelms me, and doubts creep in.
As if he can read my mind, he whispers, “You can handle it, baby.”
My gaze locks onto his, and I swallow hard, mustering my courage. With trembling hands, I grasp his impressive length.
“Keep your eyes on me,”
I wet my lips with anticipation, leaning forward, my tongue darting out to slowly lick the tip. A peculiar blend of saltiness and sweetness invades my taste buds, eliciting a euphoric sensation deep within me. A groan escapes his lips, intensifying my owndesire, and causing me to involuntarily squeeze my thighs together.
I wrap my plump lips around his cock and try to fit as much of him as I can into my mouth—causing him to let out a soft moan. He closes his eyes, his head tilting back, “Just like that, fuck.” he praises with a raspy voice. Gazing up at him from this angle, witnessing his pleasure, knowing I’m the one responsible, ignites a primal moan from deep within me. His hand tightens around my hair, applying gentle pressure to guide my head, causing me to take him deeper.
Amidst his heavy breaths and soft moans, an internal battle rages within me, desperately attempting to resist the temptation to surrender completely and embrace the regret that may follow.
I hear his breath quicken, sensing his pulsing in my mouth, before warm liquid fills my senses, cascading down my throat. His gaze never leaves me, his eyes hooded with desire.
“Swallow,” he commands breathlessly. Without hesitation, I comply, extending my tongue to prove that I have obeyed. A smirk forms on his lips as he tenderly caresses my cheek.
“Good girl.”
Chapter 13
Starlet
This was a stupididea.
Sitting in the coffee shop, I'm anxiously waiting for Zavier. My hands are clammy, my legs won’t stop bouncing, and I can’t help but question why the hell I agreed to meet him in the first place. But amidst all the nervousness, I can’t get last night out of my mind. It was the first time I went down on someone, and it happened to be with my stalker of all people. The very man who has been haunting every fiber of my being. And, of course, my body betrayed me, taking my sanity along with it.
I must admit, the way he looked and the sounds he made drove me wild. Just thinking about how his headfell back, the sounds that escaped his mouth, and the fact that I was the one making it all happen, has me hot and bothered all over again. I never thought I would have such dirty thoughts about Argent, especially after all the shit he's pulled. I gently graze over the area on my thigh where his initial is carved deeply into my flesh.
My thoughts are interrupted by none other than Zavier, who waves at me as he struts towards me with a surprised expression on his face.
“Wow, you actually came?” he asks, clearly taken aback.
“Yeah, well, you asked me to—or rather, insisted,” I tell him, which earns a dry chuckle from him.
“You wanted to talk, so, talk,” I insist.
“Well, cutting right to the chase, aren’t we? Yes, I feel like I should apologize for what happened,” he admits.
No shit.