Page 14 of Cocked Hammer

“Shit!” I groaned and leaned my head back as my eyes closed. I didn’t know what to do with the information. I sure as shit wasn’t the man she needed. Hell, she might not even want me in that manner. Although, if I had to guess, she was on the same page as me. Otherwise, she was wasting her time with me until something better came along. Perhaps I was a complete and total dumb ass, she hadn’t said she liked me, but she did not say the opposite either. I was driving myself insane going back and forth, wondering if I was the only one who felt like this.

“You’ll live, brother,” Tin Man reassured me as he laughed.

We barely made it out of Tin Man’s driveway before the silence got to me. “What did you think of being around the kid?” I asked, mostly to have something to end the quietness. My knuckles stretched over the steering wheel, and my eyes darted back and forth. There were a lot of benefits to being a brother, but this wasn’t one of them. I was constantly looking over my shoulder even when I was not doing something illegal, most likely because, more often than not, I was.

“I loved him!” she excitedly answered without a moment’s hesitation. My heart almost lurched out of my chest when she used the ‘L’ word. A huge ball of nerves swelled in my throat, and I forced myself to swallow hard.

“You do?”

“I think I have to. We went steady for an entire snake feeding before he asked me to marry him.” She laughed, and the sound filled the cab of the car.

“That little shit,” I sneered, and just like before, anger busted through every logical thought I had knocking around in my brain.

“Well, he asked if I was taken, and I’m not.” Her eyes were focused out the passenger window and into the darkness of the night.

Shit! Damn!I was going to strangle that little dude the next time I saw him. It wasn’t that I did not want to move forward with Lina because I did. I just hadn’t considered she wanted the same from me. Really, I had no fucking clue what she wanted because we never stopped to discuss things. Both of us had gone with the flow of things since we met. And regardless if she was clueless, the time we spent together was for the club and me, so it shouldn’t matter. I was there because I wanted to be.

“Sugar,” I spoke slowly, trying to remain calm and not look like a complete asshole. “What do you want from me?”

“What do you mean exactly?” she asked in a soft tone.

“What I mean is do you want to leave your pretend husband for me and date me?” Even as the words passed out of my mouth and bounced into my ears, I was all too aware of how corny they sounded. I fucking sucked at this whole romance thing.

The tiniest giggle floated from between her lips, and she glanced at me.

“Fuck. I don’t know, Lina. I don’t do the whole dating thing. I know how to fuck and have a good time. That is about as far as my relationship skills go. I’ve never done this.” My hands released the steering wheel, and the car veered across the yellow lines. “See. No clue what I am fucking doing. All I know is I want you in my life whether I deserve you or not,” I declared, letting the words flow freely while they could before I stopped myself from saying them. I couldn’t profess my undying love here and now without some type of wow factor. Fucking Xander at least took her to feed his snake. I had to make it special for her, even if it didn’t matter to me how it happened.

“I don’t do this either.” She smiled, and her hand rubbed the inside of my leg. “To be honest, I don’t know how to have a relationship either, but I kind of thought that was what we were doing.” She shrugged and sighed.

“We are. I didn’t realize we never labeled anything.”

“Me either, truthfully. But the answer is yes.”

“To what?”

“I will leave my pretend husband for you. Besides, I don’t think he’d be so happy to find out I fucked you right after marrying him.”

“You did?” I asked, slightly confused as she raised her hand to drift down my chest before resting once again on my jeans.

“I did.” She smiled while her fingertips traced the outline of my cock. “Or I’m about to,” she corrected herself. She undid my belt and jeans in record time and got right to pumping my dick over my boxers.

“Fuck, Sugar,” I groaned, sliding my ass backward as much as I could to give her more room. Her pointer finger circled the tip while the rest of her hand bent around my shaft. Her movements were painstakingly slower than I wanted. I sucked my upper lip into my mouth, trying to hold out as long as I could, but being patient wasn’t my forte.

“Lina, I’m going to fuck those gorgeous lips of yours,” I all but growled, unable to take the delectable torture anymore.

“Are you?” she asked playfully, springing my rock-hard cock free, and lightly stroked the tip after spitting in her hand.

“You’re fucking right I am,” I promised her, pulling off the road and slamming the gearshift into park, not giving a damn if anyone saw us. “Get on the hood. Now!”

Her hooded eyes connected with mine, and her tongue wet her lips. My mind was frantic, and to be honest, I didn’t care which set of lips I fucked as long as I did.

She silently did as I told her, and I climbed out of the driver’s side right after she did the passenger. When I reached her, she was already bent over my hood with her wet pussy waiting for me. I dropped my jeans and boxers together and didn’t waste a bit of time with foreplay. I was taking her now.

After lining my cock up to her slit, I rammed into her as hard as I could. My balls tightened from the cool breeze as I pulled back and shoved into her again. This woman loved to fuck as much as I did, and it was glorious. Her hips slid up and down my length until we were both a panting mess. I needed more of her, and it was impossible to get that. My hand reached around her hips and tapped against her clit. She was going to come with me if I had anything to do with it.

“Fuck, Ira,” she whimpered and moved against the palm of my hand rhythmically. When my name left her mouth, I couldn’t hold out any longer; I exploded inside her as her walls clenched around my shaft.

“Damn, Sugar. What am I going to do with you?” I breathlessly asked, falling on top of her as complete exhaustion settled into my body.

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