Page 53 of Gilded Desires

“Baby girl, what the fuck did we do to you to have you torture us like this?”

“I’m only giving you a preview of what’s to come, my love. Watch.”

I flick on the soft overheads and lose my towel. I move to the center of the large bed and kneel, knees spread so they can see the proof of my arousal dripping from my core.

“This is just for you. All of you.”

I part my lips and slowly take an inch and then another of the plastic cock into my mouth. I work it in and out just like I do them. Between my legs, I tease a finger over my clit until I’m moaning through my first orgasm.

Panting, I slip the dildo out of my mouth, and trail it over my chin and down until it’s dragging through my spilled juices.

With my knees this far apart, they can see me take the toy in a slow glide until it’s fully seated inside me.

“Oh, that’s what I needed,” I tease and ride the toy like it’s one of them. “You better hurry before my new boyfriend takes your place.”

I continue to move up and down on the fake cock, riding it to completion. I scream through my release for effect, but it’s no comparison to the waytheymake me orgasm.

I hear muffled growls and a few curses come over the speaker. The roar of a motor. More swearing. Hear concern in Aziel’s voice and Rush’s. Rustling of the phone being passed between the men causes crackling on my end. And there’s no mistaking the growls.

“Let me see, asshole.”

That’s Rush.

“Fuck me…stop driving like an old man, motherfucker, and get us home.”

I laugh and let them watch me slip the head into my core once again.

“Hurry boys, don’t let me finish again without you.” I hit the end button thanking the heavens I don’t feel sick to my stomach anymore. But I don’t feel nearly as brave as I need to be either.

Sixteen

Rush

Idon’t know how we are supposed to walk away from a treasure like Belle. The very idea of tonight being our last night as a unit has me white-knuckling the steering wheel. Admittedly, I’m way more attached to the feel of her warm body in my arms than I care to admit.

I grunt. Fuck that. “I don’t want to let her go,” I say flatly. “She’s not going anywhere. You two dickheads can have your whole no relationships rule, but she’s it for me.”

Looking a little worse for wear, Gage finds my gaze in the rearview and says, “What do you think tonight is about, brother?” The hour-long flight back to Chicago was a silent one with all of us locked away in our thoughts. I can’t be the only one who sees we can’t go on living like all we can be are killing machines for the military.

“I know our plan. But asking her to visit us when we are in town is not what I want. I’m tired and I want more.” It’s the first time I’ve admitted what I’ve been feeling for a while now.

Gage is in the back seat wearing a cloak of silence like body armor again. He has a hard time with change. We all do after over a decade in the service.

“I’m letting my contract expire. I’m out.” The lead weight pressing on the center of my chest lifts.

“Aziel?”

He’s beside me nodding. “Agreed.”

“I know we haven’t talked about it, but I don’t want any more blood on my hands, brothers. We do this, we do it as a unit. If she’ll have us.” There’s always the chance she’ll walk away after one final goodbye, but I’ll put money on her feeling the way we do. Or at least how I do.

“We have talked. You were otherwise occupied at the time,” Gage says. Before I can ask when the hell they had that conversation, Gage pushes on. “That first morning with Belle. I couldn’t sleep. Aziel and I talked.”

“I told him I wanted out, too.”

That explains why they’ve been at odds lately. “And I’m just now hearing about this shit.”

“Sorry. We’ve been a little tied up.”

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