“All the women I’ve talked to who have done itloveit. Of course, you have to have two guys who are into it.”
“You’ve never done it?”
She shook her head. “I’ve never had the opportunity, I’m sad to say. Which is why you have to! I need to live vicariously throughyourlove life!”
“It’s weird being on this side of it,” I said. “Usually you’re the one bragging tomeabout all your sexual adventures.”
“I know,” she said dryly. “It kind of pisses me off. But mostly I’m happy for you.Mostly.”
“If you want me to stop giving you the sizzling details…” I said.
Cat slammed her palm down on my desk, rattling the keyboard. “Don’t even joke about that. Right now, your love life is better than any soap opera. And it’s only going to get better when Aiden is home and allthreeof them can share you at the same time. I’m invested, Jazz. You’re my new Grey’s Anatomy!”
I had been so focused on a threesome that I didn’t eventhinkabout all four of them at the same time. That seemed like a lot. Would there even be enough room in one bed?
But the idea excited me. I couldn’t wait to give it a try, if all three guys were open to it.
“I’m glad you guys are doing things like cuddling, too,” Cat said. “It’s definitely not just physical. You’re falling for them!”
“What?” I flinched. “No I’m not.”
“Yes, you definitely are,” she insisted.
I put down my own fork. “We agreed not to catch feelings. It’s just casual.”
Cat chuckled and said, “I don’t know what to tell you, Jazzy. You’re cuddling with them. They’re spending the night and making you breakfast. Hell, you hung out and watchedfootballwith them. I hate to break it to you, but those are all signs of a real relationship. And you’re in three of them at the same time!” She shivered. “God, you’re so lucky. I can’t even find one solid romantic partner.”
I thought about that for the rest of the day at work. I thought about it on my drive home. I thought about it when Bash came over for game night.
And I thought about it while we were tangled together in bed, Bash driving into me again and again, his gaze so intense as he came it seemed like he was staring directly into my soul.
Yeah, it was more than just physical. For both of us. And if it was that way with Bash…
Shit.
I tried not to worry about it for the next week. Dante and Bash worked together with me on the final touches of the greenhouse—cleaning the windows, caulking the remaining gaps, installing lighting in the base of the planters so we could see where we were walking at night. Sometimes I slept with Bash, and other times it was Dante. We had another threesome, me on my hands and knees on the couch while they took me from both ends. Dante fucked me from behind, grabbing a handful of my hair and pushing me down on Bash’s dick.
“You can take more,” Dante practically growled while driving into me. “Open your throat. Suck that cock.”
God, the dirty talk turned me on. Not just doing it, but hearing them describe it. I was learning that that made me come even faster than the act itself.
And then Aiden came home.
I had been nervously awaiting his return for a while now. I missed him so much that I asked the others if I could have a night alone, just Aiden and me. They agreed begrudgingly.
“He can have you alone tonight,” Dante said, cupping my chin. “But tomorrow? Tomorrow, you’reoursto share.”
A sexy shiver went up my spine. I almost wanted to skip tonight with Aiden and jump straight to the group activity tomorrow.
Almost.
I picked Aiden up from the airport with a printed out sign, like one of those limo drivers. When Aiden came walking through security, I felt my breath seize in my lungs. He was wearing a suit, which accentuated his slender frame and made him seem so much more suave and mysterious than the Aiden I knew.
He saw me and immediately started laughing.
“What’s so funny?” I said, glancing at the sign:
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