Page 48 of Please Remember

I lift her trembling legs up to my shoulders, and I’m immediately gifted with the scent of her arousal. She apparently gets off the same way I do on watching us make love, and it reassures me she's ready for this. The worry she was doing this strictly for me nagged at me, but as my tongue tastes her sweetness for the first time in so long, I know it's not just me who wants this. She's more than ready, and she jumps as I swirl my tongue around her clit.

"Jax," she moans, and I slide my hands up to cup her chest. "Oh, Jax."

Her breasts aren't as full as they used to be, but they're filling out with each passing day. She used to always tell me that when women lost weight, it normally came from their tits, and that made her reluctant to lose weight. She wanted me to have what I always loved, but she also knew I'd love her no matter what her size was.

Sliding her hand into my hair, she helps guide me to the rhythm she needs as though I don't know. She used to do that early on, when we first started fooling around, to help me learn what she liked. After the first year, she could be tied up, and I'd still know exactly what she wanted. Needed. Craved.

One of my hands moves back down her body to toy at her entrance, and I slide two fingers inside with more ease than I expected, even with her arousal.

"Yes, do that," she pants.

"You're so ready," I whisper against her wet skin, my fingers sliding in and out of her as I take her clit back into my mouth.

The moment I rub my teeth on her sensitive skin, I'm rewarded with her thighs pressing on either side of my face. Just like she always did. My girl's still in there. I know she is. And it takes everything in me not to just take her right here, right now. I know I need to ease into this. Show her how amazing it can be before we get more adventurous.

"Oh, yes, yes, yes!" Allie screams, her body trembling against my mouth.

Getting her off was never difficult, and it fills me with happiness knowing that hasn't changed, either. As she loosens the clutch of her legs against my face, I pull back, sliding my fingers out of her to look up at her. "Happy?"

"Wow," she pants. "That was... wow."

Standing, I let her reach out and feel my desire for her. "I need to be inside you, baby."

"Inside me where?" she asks, and the mischievous look in her eye takes my breath away. That's Allie. My Allie.

Before I can react, she unbuttons my jeans and frees me from them, sliding them down my legs. Her mouth wraps around my tip, but when she takes me into her mouth, it doesn't feel right. Not the way she used to do it, and I don't even know how to begin to describe what she used to do.

"No, baby," I say, pulling out of her mouth. "I needyou."

She looks a little disappointed, but I'll quickly change that. Stepping out of my jeans, I lift her into my arms and carry her into the bedroom, laying her on the bed. She doesn't resist when I strip her nude, and I pull my polo over my head to match her nakedness.

She watches me as I climb onto the bed and spread her legs wider, my tip at her entrance. "What are you waiting for?" she asks.

"You're sure about this?"

"Get inside me, Jax," she orders, and I smile. "Now."

Again, Allie's back. Obeying her orders, I thrust inside her, making her gasp. "Yes, ma'am."

Moving my hips in the motion she likes, her hands reach up to pull my face to hers, kissing me as I grind against her, loving the feeling ofbeing in her wet heat. It surprises me when her hips roll with every thrust, and it honestly feels like she's relying on muscle memory. Her body moves exactly as it used to, and I love the way she pulls away from my mouth to stare into my eyes as she makes desperate whimpering sounds.

"I'm so close," Allie pants, her hips shifting faster against my pelvis. "So close, Jax."

"You feel perfect," I mutter, driving long and deep inside her. With every hit, she whimpers, moving closer and closer to the edge of her orgasm.

"Jax, please," she begs, her eyes darker than they were in the office. "Please, please, please."

She clings to my biceps, and her nails dig into my skin as her back arches, pressing her hard nipples against my chest. I pick up speed, giving her what she begs for, and her pussy clenches around me, taking me with her as we both succumb to our orgasms, our bodies shuddering. I fill her, my eyes closing with the pleasure of finally being with her again, and when I open them, she lies beneath me with a quivering lip.

"What?" I ask and pull out of her, lying next to her as my cock falls limp against my leg. "What's wrong?"

The tears start, and she hurries to the bathroom, shutting the door behind her. My heart aches, and I worry we went too far, too fast.

Jumping up, I walk into the bathroom, not bothering to knock, and find her sitting curled up on the bathmat in front of the bathtub. Tears stream down her face, and I feel like absolute shit.

"Allie, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. We went too fast," I say and crouch in front of her. "Please don't cry."

"It's not that," she says and reaches out for my hand. "It was great. You're great. I know from what I saw this was very mild, but it was fun."

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