Page 47 of Please Remember

She doesn't look horrified, so I take that as a good enough sign. But I can't read the expression on her face. "How—"

"Sage told me about them." I'm about to turn around and give Sage a piece of my mind, but Allie adds, "I was curious."

"Curious?"

"She realized she probably shouldn't have told me, but it came up. I was worried the cops saw these, and she assured me that you would've made it impossible unless they knew to look for them. They were surprisingly easy to find, though. You've watched them recently."

I try to find a way to explain. To make her not think I'm a sick creep. "Allie—"

"You come in here when you need to find a release, don't you? You pull up one of these videos, and that's what you get off to. Do I have that right?"

Damn, she's good, even though she doesn't remember anything about us. "Yes."

"You don't have any of you and Laura that I can find, though."

"You won't find anything because it doesn't exist. You're the only one, Allie." She doesn't say anything for a long while, and I can't take it any longer. "Are you completely disgusted with me?"

Shaking her head, she locks eyes with me. "No."

"You're not?"

"You could've come in here and decided to watch porn. Well, I guess you did, but it was of us rather than strangers with very augmented bodies and unrealistic stamina."

I breathe a sigh of relief. "I didn't want to freak you out by telling you—"

"Show me?"

"Show you? Show you what?"

"What it's like."

Her words could mean so many things right now; I have to tread carefully. "What are you asking for, Allie?"

"I know you want this. Besides the very obvious state—” her eyes flit down at my groin, and she wets her lips with her tongue “—you’re left in eachnight, I can see it in the way you look at me. I know you want me. Since the night we kissed, I’ve known."

My breathing hitches, and I feel my cock straining against my fly. "It's still too soon. I can wait."

"I know you can," she says with a smile. "But I want this, too. I want to know what I thought when we did this. What I felt."

Her finger points to the monitor, but I shake my head. "We can't do that. Not right away."

"It looks like I had a lot of fun."

We made a few videos, so I'm not sure which one in particular she's talking about. "You definitely had a lot of fun, but that was after many years of learning what each other liked," I assure her. "But it's so soon."

"Not for you."

Groaning, I close my eyes. "But it is for you."

I catch her eyes looking at the desk when I open mine, and she looks disappointed. "Oh, okay. I understand."

"Clearly, you don't because that was just a front to make sure you really wanted this," I say, making my way around the desk and kissing her.

She wraps her arms around my neck, and I lift her up to stand. Once she’s on her feet, I slide her skirt up to her hips and slip her panties down her legs. Our lips don't part as I move her to sit with her bare ass on the top of the desk, and I feel her smile against my lips.

Pulling away finally, I move to kneel in front of her, the tightening fabric against my groin making me ache in both pain and desire. "Promise you'll tell me if you don't feel comfortable?"

"I promise," Allie says, her voice barely a whisper as she nods her head.

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