“I don’t know.”
She points at my phone with the black screen. “Are you planning on charging that?”
“No.”
She sits on the edge while I lie on my side, staring mindlessly at the wall.
“Do you want me to pick you up something to eat?”
I shake my head. “No.”
“You have to eat,” she says quietly.
I shrug.
“The bakery needs you. I tried to make the cakes, but they suck. I mean, they taste okay, I guess, but it’s not the same.” I remain quiet, and she continues, “Ford called this morning. He said he wanted to talk to you and that you were not answering your phone. I hope it’s okay that I told him. He said he was coming. He had to get track time or whatever that means, but he’s coming.”
I sigh. “I don’t care.”
When you have no one left, you kind of stop caring.
“Trust me, I wanted to tell him where to stick it, but I figured you wanted to do the honors.”
“I don’t want to see him, Katie. If he comes, I won’t answer. I plan to change my number.”
“That bad?”
“It’s not like I have a big contact list,” I mutter.
Sad but true. I only had her number, Mary, Danny, Ford, and my grandmother. That list has gotten smaller. It’s only Katie and Mary.
When I leave Airy, it will be none. Katie and Mary will have moved on, leaving me with no one to call. No one to come home to. No one to listen.
I have to move on now that I’ve sorted my grandmother’s remains. It was pointless to hold a service. It wasn’t like many people visited her.
33
FORD
“Is everything set up?” I drop the car in third, the Lamborghini roaring down the street.
“Are you going to tell me what’s going on?” Trent says.
“Answer the question,” I grit.
“Yeah, it’s a party.”
“Good.”
“Do you think this is a good idea, Ford?”
I can’t think of anything better.
My phone beeps from an incoming call. I pull the phone away from my ear and see Derek’s name flashing on the screen.
“I have to call you back,” I tell Trent and press the green button.
“Oh, thank God,” Dereck says, relief pouring from his voice. “Ford, I know you hired me, and I’m pushing the limit right now, but…are you out of your goddamn mind? You have to be in Italy in four hours.”