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I wish I could see him, wish I could hear the sounds he’s making orSiron his lips. What does his voice sound like? What does that tight, pink hole taste like? I want to know it all.

The minutes tick by as I stroke my cock and tease my balls. At seven minutes and thirty seconds the final photo comes through of his softening cock in a nest of dark hair, his cum on his belly.

CravingMore: Did I do good, Sir?

I let loose, giving in to the pressure inside me, not fighting the orgasm that’s been teasing me, thick ribbons of cum landing in the dark hair on my stomach and chest.

I look at his pretty picture, at his cock and empty balls, both of which are smaller than mine.

I pluck my phone from the nightstand, take a photo, and log in to the app, sending him the proof of what he did to me.

FulfillingDominance: You were a very good boy. Next time you’ll be here to lick it up.

Somehow, I know he’s smiling.

CHAPTER NINE

JT

Ilook downat the baby-blue jockstrap, matching V-neck T-shirt, and jeans that Sir instructed me to wear. They lie across my bed, waiting for me to put them on to get ready and go meet him. He’d asked me about my clothes, wanting to know some of what I had to wear. He’d wanted to be the one to choose, but he also didn’t want me to have to buy something special, which I appreciate, as new clothes aren’t in the budget right now.

I just finished cleaning myself out and showering, making sure I’m ready for him. He’d said we would fuck the first time we met, and there’s no denying that’s exactly what I want. Using my dildo for him the other day had been hot as hell, but it wasn’t enough.

I want the real thing.

I want Sir.

“Hey,” Reggie says from my bedroom doorway just as I drop my towel. I left the door open and often do. Neither of us has any issues regarding nudity. We’re naked around each other all the time.

I grab the jock from the bed and pull it on as he comes over and plops down on the stiff mattress.

“Those make your bulge look nice.”

“Right?” I ask, adjusting myself. “I’m so glad Sir asked what I have in blue. It’s my favorite color.”

He chuckles. “You’re so weird.”

I give him the finger. “I turned my location on for you like he said. We’re meeting at Rainbow Brew.”

“Well, at least your old man knows about the local queer-owned coffeehouse.”

“He’s not old,” I say, defending Sir, though I have no idea how old he is.

“I know. I’m giving you shit. You know I’m good with older men,” he says while I pull the jeans on. “I like that he wants you safe. That’s a plus.”

“Yeah, he was very specific about the rules. It’s really sweet. It makes me feel…” Protected? Cared for? Like I’m precious to him? All of the above.

“Uh-oh. Your eyes just looked all floaty. I’ve never seen you do that before. You haven’t even met this guy, and you already look like you’re more than halfway in love with him. That’s not good, Jay.”

I sigh, push him over, then lie beside him, my head on his stomach. He cards his fingers through my hair. “I’m not in love with him, and I don’t want to be in love with him. I just… It’s hard when you can’t get what you need from the guys you date. For you, even if you don’t find a relationship, or the guy you start seeing ends up being a dick, they can still fulfill you temporarily. Hell, even if it’s a night. I’ve never felt completely fulfilled or sated. It’s like I’ve been”—I think of my screen name—“craving somethingmore, my whole life, knowing what I need but unable to find it. Sir will be able to give that to me. I feel it, Reg.”

He gives my scalp a little scratch. “I hope you’re right, and I hope you don’t get hurt. If you do, I’m going to find this Sir guy and, like…probably pay someone to kick his ass because I’m too pretty to fight.”

A laugh jumps out of my mouth. Reggie and I haven’t been friends for a long time, but he’s the best one I have, and I’m so incredibly thankful for him. “I love you.” I sit up and kiss his cheek.

“Love you too. Text me often so I know you’re not with a psycho kidnapper Dom who wants to wear your skin.”

Another laugh slips out. Reggie really is the best. “Thank you for being supportive.”

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