‘No,’ I croaked.
‘I do. No one has ever called me Ozzy, it makes me feel like I’m yours.’
My heart would have squeezed tight at his admission if it wasn’t thumping so hard from desperation, and when his tongue stretched out and flicked the top of my nipple I was convinced I’d pass out, especially when he moved away. A tiny cry of protest fell from my lips.
His pupils had flared so much there was only a faint ring of turquoise around the edges.
‘Babe, I need to go get some condoms before I can’t stop. I didn’t bring any.’
His stubble tickled my palm as I cupped his cheek and smiled at him.
‘I have some,’ I nodded over to my bedside drawers, ‘in the bottom one.’
He reached over, rummaging for a second, then turned back to me with a raised eyebrow and the jumbo box of extra-large Trojans I’d found when I unpacked my case.
I shrugged. ‘My mom.’
‘And this too?’ He held up the golden wand vibrator I’d been using on the regular for the past month; the only thing keeping my sanity in check. He pressed down on the button and it quietly buzzed in his palm.
I shook my head, ‘No, that’s all me.’
His pink tongue darted out, wetting his lips, and I stopped breathing, waiting to see what he’d do with it. I wasn’t sure if I was disappointed when he switched it off and threw it back into the drawer.
‘Another time. Tonight is about us.’
Any disappointment I felt disappeared as soon as he reached behind him and removed his sweater and t-shirt at the same time. Since the first day we’d FaceTimed I’d dreamed of reliving that moment, and I stayed mesmerized in his lap while he lay back down with a grin that said he knew exactly what he was doing to me.
Muscles. Perfect muscles. Thick shoulders and heavy biceps which looked every inch worthy of an Olympic medal. Even relaxed they stood to attention, and my core convulsed, sending a flood of hot arousal running down my thigh. With my legs spread open and straddling him, my pyjama pants would soon be soaked through, that’s if he didn’t remove them in the next five seconds.
But Oz had other ideas.
He took my hand and placed it along his side, over his Excalibur. ‘I’ve wanted your hands on me since the day we met. Since I first turned my head and looked up at you.’
‘Even though you were writhing around in pain?’
‘The pain went away.’ His eyes never left mine as his palms trailed up my hot bare skin again, the gold of his signet ring barely providing any type of cool relief. ‘You’re perfect, Kate. Perfect.’
My nipples were craving his attention so much my body had arched in his face of its own volition, and I was a second away from begging. Then his face turned serious.
‘Are you sure you want to do this tonight? Because once we do …’
I nodded, ‘I want this, Oz. I need it.’
Even though it was near freezing outside, and the central heating left a lot to be desired, the leaded panes ofglass on my windows were dripping with condensation as he flipped me off him and onto my back in one seamless movement.
Only when he stood at the end of my bed, his massive thick cock springing against his stomach as he dropped his pants, did the nerves set in. This was really real, and really happening.
‘Holy crap,’ I voiced louder than I meant to. I didn’t mean to voice it at all.
‘We’ll take it slow,’ he said, completely misreading my expression, but the timbre of his tone had my entire body constricting, nonetheless. ‘Lift your hips.’
He tugged on the end of my pants until they found themselves joining the pile of our discarded clothes. Then it was his turn for the nerves to set in, and the next time he spoke his voice shook.
‘Fuck, babe, you look incredible.’ He began slowly stroking the length of his cock as he stared down at me, studying my body. His gaze may as well have been flames licking along my skin. ‘I don’t know how long I’m going to last.’
Another heavy throb between my legs told me the same. ‘I don’t know how long I’m going to last either, but we’ll never find out if you stay standing there.’
I hadn’t expected my Thanksgiving to end like this, with me watching the most beautiful man I’d ever seen roll on a condom in the sexiest way imaginable, then crawl slowly up the bed until he hovered over me, and dipped his perfect lips until they touched mine.