This time there was no mistaking the expression on their faces. They were smug about something.
“We have no interest in hurting you. Why would we hurt you? There would be no joy in it, no honor. You are weak, fragile. We would learn or gain nothing from besting you in combat. It would not prove anything to our pack,” Typhon said. I tried to calm my frantic mind, knowing that their words might offer me a way to escape my situation. If I could just concentrate for long enough to gain some insight then I might be able to twist their beliefs and get them to let me go but it was so difficult to do so.
“We are going to bring you back with us as a prize. You will see the war that is coming, and you will tremble with fear. This is the fate of humans, and it will be your fate too.”
“Am I going to die?” I choked.
There was a pause, and this brought no end of terror and dread to my soul. “That is for the Alpha to decide,” Kull said.
I thought quickly. “Please, please, okay, I know that you’re not going to let me go. I’m not going to insult you by pleading for my life. You clearly have something you need to accomplish, and I accept that you’re stronger than me. I’m not going to try to escape. I’m not going to try to make things difficult for you. I’ll play along, I promise. I’ll do whatever you ask but please… please… will you guarantee that I’ll leave after this? I don’t want to die. If you could do that then I’ll be ever so grateful. I’ll do whatever you want if you just promise me that you’ll allow me to live. I’m sure that there must be some measure of influence you have over your Alpha. Aren’t there any rights you possess as the ones who found me? I can tell that you must be important people.”
It was never a bad idea to engage in simple flattery. I noticed how they puffed their chests out and shifted their posture. They might have been werewolves, but they were like many other men at heart, and this was something I could take advantage of in the moment. If I could ensure that my life was not at stake, then I could plan for the future and escape. Typhon and Kull leaned into each other and whispered something inaudible. Then they looked at me at the same time, and it was the hungry look I recognized from so many men that I had encountered during my life. They came towards me in tandem, as though they were joined at the hip. Typhon reached down and stroked my cheek. The touch was surprisingly tender, and I steeled myself against it, promising myself that I wasn’t going to flinch. I didn’t want to show too many signs of weakness. From what they said I gathered that they valued strength. If I was going to survive then I was going to have to earn their respect.
“There is something. Pleasure us,” he said. His hand moved towards his groin. I stared at him and noticed the outlineof his arousal. It was long and thick, like a python. I gulped, my throat growing tight. Just as before, this reaction was mirrored in Kull.
“You… you want me to pleasure you?” I asked.
“That’s what I said. That is our price. I’m sure we can convince our Alpha that you’re worth keeping around if you can convince us,” Typhon said, a malevolent smile upon his face.
“I’ve always wondered what a human is like. You are going to be in thrall to us eventually. You might as well start now,” Kull added. Naked desire radiated from them. My gaze moved back and forth between them. I tensed.All the lessons I had been taught and all the advice I gave in a professional capacity was to refuse them, to call their bluff and maintain some dignity. But there was a dark, dirty desire that had always lurked within me, a part of me that had always wanted to turn aside the prim and proper psychiatrist and thrust myself into the taboo elements of the world, surrendering to danger and doing something that went completely against my usual character. That was what this weekend had been about, after all, and now I had these two men, beasts, creatures that were telling me my life and freedom depended on pleasuring them, and I would have been lying if I said that a part of me wasn’t titillated by it.
So, behind hooded eyes, I cast my morals asunder, and I breathed deeply, ignoring the thumping crescendo of my heart and the thoughts of shame that rang out in the back of my mind. I resigned myself to this, knowing that once I went through with this I would be irrevocably changed, but perhaps that wasn’t such a bad thing.
“Very well. I’ll do as you ask,” I said in a low voice, commanding the sultry allure that I indulged far too rarely. I pushed aside the analytical part of my brain and instead focused on the instinctive part, on the chemicals that flowed through my brain, and the rush of lust that seized me. The fire burned nearus, its heat shimmering in the air. The calm lake was beyond them, a watery abyss that was too far to cleanse me. I placed my hands on my thighs and leaned forward, waiting for them to reveal themselves.
Typhon and Kull smiled with perverse delight. They stood either side of me. the hair on their legs bristling against my shoulders. They reached down to caress my hair and stroke my cheeks. They reached farther down, cupping my breasts and squeezing, pawing at me as though I was nothing but a toy. I closed my eyes and felt the rush of pleasure, mixed with a sense of unease, but this only made things even more intoxicating. It was wrong and wild, and I shouldn’t have been enjoying it at all, yet the depravity gave it a certain allure. It was humiliating for a woman with so many awards and a prestigious practice and immaculate reputation to be treated this way, to willingly give her mouth in the middle of nowhere to these creatures that were more than men. There was so much about this situation that seemed wrong, and paradoxically that was exactly why I felt I had to do it. I shuddered with every breath as their frantic hands pressed into my skin, as though they had never touched a woman before. The hot musk from their bodies flooded me and I lost thought of everything else in the world. I wasn’t myself. I became something else, this erotic, sensual thrill-seeker that could not be contained, that could no longer abide by society’s rules and who would cast every ounce of virtue aside.
The thin pieces of cloth that obscured their groins were quickly stretched to their limit by their erections. They bulged due to touching me, feeling me, looking at me. I was the object of their desire, and I could literally see how much they wanted me.
Now I was feeling it too. I reached up and placed my hands against their groins, tracing the outline of their erections. They gasped and grunted. I squeezed hard. Just as I had been amazed at the impossible sight of them shifting between man and beast,so too was I amazed at the feeling pressing against my palms. They were brimming with sheer power and force, the epitome of sex and potency, and I was quite sure that whatever magic had imbued them with the power to turn into wolves had also endowed them with an incredible size as well. I wrapped my fingers around their girth and gulped, wondering if I had bitten off more than I could chew.
They pulled their loin cloths aside. The fabric fell to their feet and was utterly gone from my consciousness. I stared at each of them in turn, moving my head from side to side, utterly entranced by the protruding appendages stretching taut, exuding sexual heat. They were both long and thick, just as with everything else about Typhon and Kull, these two erections were perfect reflections of each other. The base of the shaft was a thatch of dark hair, shadowed with mystery and depravity. The skin was taut and smooth, with veins rippling beneath the surface like rivers. Two full testicles hung below, fuzzed with hair, bursting with fertility and sex. These men were aching and set to burst, and there was something flattering about the fact that I was the one who had inspired them to such heights of arousal. Without me these weapons of lust would not have been drawn. I ran my hands along the shafts and brought my fingers to the tips. I ran my thumb against them and felt the two men shudder. Tremors ran from my thumbs all the way around their bodies, and I could sense it all. I may have been the one on my knees and they may have had my life in the balance, but I was not devoid of power, not when I had their cocks in my hands.
They sidled closer to me, to the point where I was caught in the middle of them and they almost touched. I began stroking them, all inhibitions torn asunder by this raw desire within me, overwhelmed by the sheer majesty and size of their erections. It almost seemed a crime not to pleasure them, because I wasn’t sure when I would ever get the chance to experience somethinglike this again. They throbbed in front of my eyes, dripping with ecstasy. I squeezed and stroked, noticing what movements of my hand brought them the most pleasure. Their flesh scorched the palms of my hands. My knees ached and my mouth dropped open. In this quiet, secluded part of the world I stripped away all sense of chastity and gave myself to a delicious, decadent sin.
They came closer and closer, almost touching their tips together, but the angle of their bodies brought them towards my mouth. My lips parted. I could feel the heat simmering in the air. It was dark and musky, as intoxicating as whiskey. Pleasure thrummed against my hands, and their grunting moans punched the air, accompanying the crackling fire that seemed to burn more intensely. At least that’s what it felt like because I was getting hotter with every moment that passed. I gasped for air as sweat trickled down my neck and lingered at the hollow of my throat. My breasts heaved and something twitched deep within me. My clothes felt constrictive, as though they were a skin I needed to shed in order to be liberated, otherwise I was going to burn up and go supernova.
Then the two erections came together in my field of vision, and they were insistent upon me, getting closer and closer to my mouth until I stopped fighting the instinct and lunged forward. I kissed Typhon first and then Kull. I shifted my lips from one to the other, trying to keep things perfectly balanced. I dragged my mouth across them, allowing the taste to swim over my tongue. Then, I took turns as my tongue darted out and I left trails of glistening saliva over their skin, before I lifted them up and sucked on their balls, which made a strangled moan gurgle out of their throats. A smile curled upon my face as I realized the effect I was having on them. Then I parted my lips even wider and took them in my mouth. I lingered at the tip, kissing them softly, before I took them deep in my throat. They grabbed my hair and forced me to take every inch of them. I gagged, feeling as thoughI was going to choke on them, before eventually I slid back and gasped for breath, saliva joining my lips to their erections like a silvery strand of gossamer. Heat rushed around my mind and my heart crashed like symbols. A haze descended over my mind, and I could hardly believe that I was doing this, that Dr. Ambrosia Hart was on her knees, gorging on two gorgeous, brawny men and their monster cocks.
For a moment I lost myself and my consciousness ascended. My soul was propelled out of my body, and I looked down, watching myself in this utter state of lust, devouring these two men, barely taking a breath as I shifted my mouth between them. My lips were stretched, and my tongue lolled out of me. My chin was stained with saliva and smeared with heat. Typhon and Kull grabbed me, running their fingers through my hair, groaning and muttering unintelligible things as I gave myself to them. Then I was drawn back into my body, and I was aware of everything pressing against my tongue, filling my mouth as I sucked hard. I moaned breathlessly as I brought the two of them together and whirled my tongue around them both, bringing the tips so close it was as though they merged into one impossibly huge erection that was going to flood me with their pleasure. My hands were locked on them. I ignored the ache in my arms as I kept pumping them, and I pushed aside the ache in my jaw as well.
Sex had never been like this, raw and dirty. All of my previous lovers had gone to great lengths to pleasure me and make me feel like a star, a goddess, but maybe there had always been something about me that wanted to be treated like a whore, that wanted to be used without mercy, without any promise that I would be getting all of this pleasure in return. My breaths became so heavy that it sounded as though I was snarling myself, almost as though I was the animal and would shift into some inhuman beast as well.
Perhaps I already had.
After all, my clothes were in disarray, my hair was matted to my scalp, my lips were smeared, my eyes were hazy, and my skin was flushed. If anyone I knew could see me now, then I would be ruined because none of them would want treatment from someone who was on their knees with their mouth hanging wide open. Right now, I was not some well-adjusted expert on the human psyche who could help lead them back to a state of emotional tranquility. I was a woman, a woman with needs and kinks and desires, who was tired of hiding them all away and burying them deep down. Oh, it felt so fucking good to let them all out. Yes, fly, fly and be free.
I threw myself into the act and I sucked and sucked some more, gazing at them without any fear or hesitation in my eyes. They wanted me to pleasure them? Well, I was going to give them everything. I was going to give them more than they bargained for. I was going to make sure I was so damned good that they would never dare let anyone kill me because they wouldn’t be able to live without the pleasure I could give. I was going to make myself invaluable to them because my life depended on it and if I had to be a slut to survive then that was just what I was going to do.
I took each of them deep in my mouth and squeezed hard. I could see they were getting closer and closer to climax. I could feel the tremors in their bodies getting more intense, rolling like thunder. Lightning flashed in their eyes, and we created a storm together. I wanted them to see that I wasn’t afraid, that I wasn’t weak or meek. They might have me in this submissive position, but I wasn’t going to admit that they had conquered me. I chose to do this, and I was getting just as much enjoyment out of it as them.
Well, maybe not as much enjoyment.
The world shuddered and their grunts became even deeper, until they turned into roars. They flung their arms out and I felt the pleasure aching to escape from them. Everything was a blur as I made love to these two cocks until they came at the same time. It was as though a dam had burst. The viscous white flow erupted and slammed into my face, dripping along my lips and trickling into my mouth. I tilted my head back and opened my mouth as wide as it would go in order to catch the liquid that spewed towards me. It swam across my tongue and dripped down the back of my throat, and they were breathless as they staggered back, utterly spent and drained. I let go of them, my hands no longer around their cocks. I stared into the fire and knew that I blazed as intensely as those flames. I had shed my skin and embraced a new part of myself.
I was never going to be the same again.
Chapter Four