“Yes, but -” How could I even ask him for a pay advance now?
He raised his hand. “I understand that life has not been kind to you recently with your sister passing away and her sick kid becoming your charge, but think about him for a minute, if you don’t want to think about yourself. What will happen to him if you get too sick to take care of him? Who would care for him then? He’ll end up in the system and that’s not a place for a kid, let alone a sick one.”
I looked down at my hands. Denny was an orphan that ended up in the social system, somewhere I would have ended myself if it hadn’t been for Opal.
“But -”
He shook his head. “No, Amber. This isn’t healthy, so you’re going to take this -” he slipped an envelope toward me - “and then take tomorrow off.”
I took the envelope and looked into it to find $200. I had to blink back tears. “I don’t want charity.” Why was I saying that? I didn’t have the luxury to refuse, especially since I knew I would have to apply for food stamps in the very near future.
“It’s not charity, trust me. Someone left it as a tip on your table last night.”
I rested the envelope against my chest. “Thank you.”
He shook his head. “Now go and do your shift, and I better not see you until Thursday, okay?”
“Okay, thank you. Really.”
He grunted, looking down at his desk, clearly dismissing me.
I walked into the kitchen a little lighter. I tucked the envelope into my apron pocket before looking at Rodrigo, who was giving me a knowing smile.
“Was that you?” I whispered as I stopped beside him and pointed toward the office.
He shrugged. “He just needed a reality check.”
“You’re good to me.”
“You deserve it. Now go; the room is filling up.”
For once, my shift was enjoyable. The tips were generous and combined with the “tip from last night,” I was ready to leave with a total of almost $240! I could pay the electricity bill, buy a couple boxes of formula, a big bag of diapers, and enough ramen noodles to last me a week. I could probably even indulge in a couple of Mars bars too.
“I’ve heard Denny’s put you on house arrest for two days.”
I cringed at the voice of Zack, Denny’s nephew. He was a self-entitled asshole who was supposed to be working here in order to learn about values, but who would never do.
I turned around with a fake smile. Zack was only a few months younger than me, but he acted like an immature teenager. He’d never had any issues in his life, and though that was good, it meant that he had no idea about what life was really like.
“Ah, well you know, it’s okay. Thanks for the concern.”
He leaned against the wall beside me, his red hair falling in front of his eyes. A grin that didn’t predict anything good, appeared on his lips.
“Maybe I can help you with that. I have a job for you.”
“Okay…” I trailed off. I was not against making a little more money, but working for Zack was not that appealing.
“Yeah. So I have this party this weekend but have nobody to take. I’ll pay you $300.”
I frowned, grabbing my bag and holding it against my chest like a barrier. “You’re a decent looking guy. I’m sure you don't need to pay anyone.”
He shrugged. “I just don't want to work too hard for the after soirée. With you, I'm sure to get what I want.”
I froze, ice settling in my stomach. “Excuse me?”
He waved his hand dismissively. “Ah, come on. I know what your sister’s job was. It has to run in the family and I'm sure you can use the money.” He sighed. “Okay, I’m ready to go up to $400 if you let me shove it up your ass.”
Bile rose in my throat at the thought of having sex with him or anyone for that matter, especially for money. How did he find out about Opal? And was it like this for her? Was she propositioned even when she didn't want to be?