Walking into my childhood bedroom where Kai is lying in bed sketching, I climb in beside him and move the sketch pad. “The fuck, Carter?” he grumbles, giving me the hairy eyeball.
Smiling, I blanket him with my body and plant a long kiss on his lips. Kai groans, lying down more on the bed and threading his fingers in my hair. Left up to me, we would roll around in bed all day, relearning each other’s bodies. Since shit went down with the Fensters, Kai and I have been fucking quick and furiously, just trying to get each other off. But we need to take time to actually make love. I want to praise his body, kiss and lick him everywhere, taste him everywhere.
Today, however, is not that day.
Pulling my lips away, I kiss one of his flushed cheeks. “Get in the shower with me. I want to take you out.”
“It’s late,” he says, grabbing his phone from beside him on the bed.
“So?” I kiss him again, thrusting my tongue into his mouth. It takes all my self-control to pull away and sit back on my heels.
He waggles his eyebrows. “Are we taking this to the shower?”
Barking a laugh, I shake my head and pull him off the bed. “No. We have plans, and I want to make sure we make them.” We head to the shower, and I wash him delicately, tracing the lines and curves of his body. “You’re fucking beautiful,” I tell him, kissing his sudsy shoulder. “I’m a lucky man.”
Kai chuckles. “Yeah you are.” I slap his round ass, making him yelp and sock me in the shoulder.
We’re out of the house twenty minutes later, Dad giving me a side eye when he sees Kai in his suit while I have on my t-shirt, black jeans, and combat boots. Kai likes me in a suit, but I know he likes it when I’m myself too.
I get behind the wheel of the car and I point us in the direction of The Devil’s Den. I’m sure Kai will have questions, but I don’t plan to answer them until we get there.
Ever since Kai told me he’s into exhibitionism, it’s been in the back of my mind to watch. I don’t want anyone fucking him—his ass belongs to me and only me—but Kai is vers. I would love to watch him plowing someone while I had a front row seat.
Most people wouldn’t want to watch their partners fuck someone else, but it’s all I can think about. Visions of him pounding a certain twink into the mattress assailed me more times than I could count.
As I expected, Kai’s eyebrows scrunch and he looks at me sharply. “What is this?”
“A date, pretty baby.” After I put the car in park, I lean over and kiss him. “You ready?”
“I guess. I’ve never been tied up before,” he says almost nervously.
I hum, knowing he thinks we’re coming here to play since we’re still in Dad’s house. Though he has his own corner of the mansion, Kai and I have kept our usual noises to a minimum. In a club like The Devil’s Den, he can be as loud and as vocal as he’d like.
But tonight, it’s not about satisfying my kink. It’s about his.
I drag him into the club, letting the bouncer search us and the front of house attendant take our prints. We’re welcomed admittance and beeline to the bar.
“I’ll be right back,” I tell him, kissing him lightly on the cheek. “Order me a Coke while I use the restroom.”
He nods and blushes when I plant my lips on his cheek again. I round the corner to the restroom, but don’t actually use it. I want to watch him. I want to see what it’s like to watch men fawn over him, to have them touch him and see him reject each and every one.
A few come over and I see Kai give them all a hard look before they get the hint and walk off. I’m sure if we were anywhere else, he would have shot them, but he’s on his best behavior here.
Pity. I like watching him kill.
To my surprise, the man I was looking for walks up behind me. “Hey.” I turn around to see Tiny Twink, as Kai called him. “Um. Are you here to …I don’t know. Am I in trouble?”
Smiling down at him, I shake my head. “No. You got our tip, right?”
As Kai asked, I sent Tiny Twink a twenty-thousand-dollar tip for taking care of Kai. When he woke up the day after he ran off, Kai told me everything that happened while he was sober. Hereally took care of Kai. It should have been me, but my husband left without a way for me to do that.
Tiny Twink’s face brightens and he nods. “That was from you? Wow, thank you.”
Grabbing his hand, I pull him beside me. “Do me a favor?” He nods again. “Go and flirt with my husband. Then take him back to a room.”
He looks up at me apprehensively. “Is this a test? Like, will you try to beat me up if he comes with me?”
I laugh and shake my head. “No. You can tell him I asked you to take him to a vacant room.”