As I crawled back on the bed, Max jumped off it, retreating to his bed on the floor. I nearly laughed as it appeared like he purposely lay down to look away from me, but the laugh was lost in my throat as the first cramp rolled through me.
I cried out against the spasm, gripping my lower abdomen. This was infinitely worse than before. I hadn’t experienced this pain before. The muscles in my legs locked tight as the cramp took hold.
“Lila.” I was startled at the sound of Weylin’s voice through the closed door. “Do you need help?”
“No!” I called out, the tears falling down my cheeks telling me a different story. I had to do this myself.
Quickly, I turned on the vibrator and set it to high. I desperately needed it. My legs locked together against the pain radiating right through my clit. I put the vibrator on my aching pussy, hoping it would help enough that my legs would relax, but instead, I cried at the onslaught of sensations. None of them were good. I hadn’t realized how sensitive I was.
I threw the vibrator across the room, the sound of it smashing against the wall and shattering causing me to sit up and stare at the pieces all over the floor.
As the pain continued, not easing in the slightest, my thoughts spiraled. I’d have to give in, fuck one of them, end up pregnant with mates who didn’t even care about me.
I didn’t know who I was, what I wanted in life, where I even belonged, and my pussy was currently throbbing with a need so strong, it was startling. My skin was so hot that sweat now covered my body.
“Lila.” Weylin spoke calmly, his deep, sultry voice beckoning me like a siren, only…I couldn’t.
More tears fell down my face. “I’m alone, and I will always be alone. I have no one.” No pack, no family, no close friends. I had my job and my dog. But I couldn’t rely on the permanency of either. How many times had Max gotten hurt on the job and I’d thought this would be my last goodbye to him? Too many.
Everything was hopeless, and this pain just might be the end of me.
“Baby, listen to me,” Weylin said. I leaned into his voice, my thighs squeezing impossibly tighter as I sat on the edge of the bed. “I want you to close your eyes and listen to the sound of my voice.”
At a complete loss, I did exactly as he told me to, and suddenly, the room grew very quiet, everything inside of me stilling as I waited for him to speak.
“Picture me there with you,” he said, just loud enough for me to hear through the door.
Weylin stood before me—rather, the image of Weylin—as I’d seen him in the locker room after the challenge. He’d stared at me with such adoration, like I had just done something that blew his mind. His dark blond hair had been a mess, his sweet blue eyes shining with all the things he wished he could do to me.
“As you touch yourself, it’s my hands. It’s my fingers trailing along your collarbone.” Though the pads of my fingers touched my sweat-soaked skin, it was Weylin trailing his fingers down my neck and ever so slowly across my collarbone. “My fingers moving lower to take your gorgeous tits into my palms.”
A gasp slipped from my lips as my hands brushed over my sensitive nipples. The low growl that came from the other side of the door shot a string of pleasure through my body, right to my clit. Weylin was pleased by this, and that, in itself, wreaked havoc on my heart.
“Give them a squeeze, baby.” I did, remembering the feeling of his hands on me. How my skin had lit up to under touch. Ipinched and teased my nipples, picturing Weylin watching me with the unadulterated lust I heard in his voice. “Mmm, just…like…that.” His scent spread through the room, sending chills down my spine.
“Now, I want you to lie on your back and spread those beautiful legs for us.”
I moved back and lay against the pillows, letting my legs fall apart, despite the cramping. I wanted to do it for him.
“Wider.”
I took a deep breath, relaxing back into his voice, picturing Weylin crawling up from the bottom of the bed, stalking towards me.
“Perfect,” he hummed. “You’re such a good girl, listening to my commands.”
My wolf preened, batting her eyes and fluffing herself up. The praise had her begging to open the door, but I was frozen, enchanted by him and unable to move unless he told me to.
“Keep one hand on your breast, baby, but I want the other one to slowly slide down. Mmm, that’s right. Along your heavenly stomach, lower still. Now, keeping it slow and gentle, start at the top of your clit and run those fingers back and forth. Remember when my tongue was right where your fingers are now? Remember how I took you in my mouth? Fuuuuck, baby, every meal I’ve had since is nothing compared to having you coat my tongue.”
Slowly, the cramping in my belly began to ease, my legs falling further apart as my muscles relaxed even more. All that consumed my mind at this moment was how it felt to have Weylin licking and sucking on my clit.
A low grunt escaped Weylin, and I bit my lip, trying to hide the smile at the thought that, as much as he was working me up, I was getting to him too.
“Think you’re ready to take me now?” he asked.
“Yes,” I whispered, my fingers picking up the pace, adding more pressure right where it felt so good.
“I can’t hear you.”