Page 37 of Sunshine & Ink

At first I thought I only wanted to find her to punish her, but as each month passed I had to accept that Ijust wanted her. Any way I could get her.

Fucking hell

I was not a patient man. And I wanted things back the way they were.

And it was the first thing I demanded to know when I got out. I couldn’t even enjoy the feeling of handlebars under my palms again, my skin was still crawling so badly with the need to see Sunni. The club girls crowded around my bike when I got back to the clubhouse, a sea of perky tits, all ready to welcome the Prez back into the family.

But I can’t focus on any of them.

Nothing matters until I’ve gotten her back

I tried to go into my bedroom, but the sight of the empty bed, the cleared bathroom counter, the fact that she took every single trace of herself away with her, makes me want to hurl. I can’t stand it in there and I stomp back out.

“Where is Sunni?” I demanded. “I want to know why I have the best goddamn technology in Resurrected and you haven’t found her yet.”

Anger pulses under my skin and I can feel my muscles tensing up, ready to ride in any direction that will take me to her.

Teacher narrows his eyes as Tech glances uneasily at me.

“I—we are still looking for her,” Tech says.

“We didn’t know if you’d still care when you were out,” Teacher adds. “Plenty of other girls around.”

Rage crawls under each inch of my flesh and I have to choke it down because what goddamn indication have I ever given to Teacher that Sunni was important to me?

The last he saw me I had my cock buried in another whore’s pussy.

Of course I still care

It’s all I’ve fucking thought about for 8 months

Getting her back

“Have you forgotten what a fucking order is?” I asked harshly. “I want to find her.”

“All right Prez,” Teacher said, holding his hands up. “We’ve been looking for her. It’s like she’s fucking vanished, though.”

How is it possible that she cleaned all of her things out that quickly, without the boys knowing?

“Has no one heard from her?” I ask, my voice sounding raw and grating to my ears.

Silence

All of the club girls are brought in one by one and questioned. No one knows where she is.

“If you hear from Sunni, come tell me immediately,” I order Amira and Bridget.

Teacher rubs his chin impatiently, as I give each club girl the same admonitions.

But I don’t give a shit about how this looks.

“How many fucking places can she have gone?” I asked, my teeth grinding together. “She wouldn’t be permitted to leave the county. Not with my marks on her. Unless she were to cover up her whole goddamn body, she’d instantly identified as a Saints club whore.”

Raker, is there no way?I replayed her soft little voice in my ear, her eyes looking beseechingly up at me.

No way I could ever be your wife and have your baby?

Stop this foolishness,I had replied.

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