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“A lot of things but I’m focusing on how unreal this is. How unrealyouare.” I trace the contours of his muscles, marveling at how warm and soft his skin is and how tight and firm the muscles beneath are. Goosebumps break out on his flesh as I lightly trail my nails down his chest and stomach.

“I didn’t mean to end up here, you know.” The gravel in his voice sends heat straight back to my aching clit.

I’m not totally sure where “here” is. Does he mean us naked in bed together? Me on the run for my life? Him being outed by Willem to his parents? Now’s not the time to analyze it. I feel my inner whore practically clawing her way out of my skin to be let loose on this man so I open the door to free her.

“I know. Now shut up and slide back.” He does as I ask until his back hits the headboard with his legs out in front of him. I could simply stare at him all day long but I position myself between his legs and draw him into my mouth while my hand slowly works him up and down.

“Fuck. This won’t take long, but I promise I’ll be ready to go again as soon as you want me.”

I moan my approval, letting the vibration from my throat tickle him. He fists his hands in my hair and starts moving his hips up into me like I did to him. His breaths are getting louder and shorter. I take my time before running my tongue from the base of him to the very tip, but once I do, he becomes unhinged. I have to start slow to acclimate to his size but he seems unable to handle that speed and pushes my head down his shaft forcefully. I was afraid my gag reflex would kick in, but I’m so turned on by the needy, animalistic sounds emanating from his mouth that I don’t even notice I’ve taken him all the way down my throat until he rasps brokenly, “Libby…I’m…I’m…about to…fuck.”He tries pulling me off of himself before he shoots down my throat but I stubbornly refuse to move. I suck him dry and take my time removing my mouth, running my tongue flatly across his tip before taking my mouth away completely. I don’t even hide my satisfied, victorious smile when he shudders.

“God, woman.” I reach down to stroke him again to get him ready for the next round and am startled to find he’s already hard…orstillhard. He must see the shocked look on my face because he laughs – it’s a beautiful sound I feel in my soul. “I told you I didn’t need any recovery time.” The look on his face is allBig Bad Wolfand he pushes himself away from the headboard to come after me. I actually yelp because the desire in his eyes looks so damn deadly. He slides off the bed and heads toward the doorway throwing a grin at me over his shoulder. “Follow me.”

He leads us out on to the patio that is accessible from the living room. There is a lounge-style chair out there similar to what was on the deck at Will’s house. Casper sits down and pulls me on top of him so I’m facing him and straddling his legs. With my feet planted on the patio on either side of the chair, I can use my legs for leverage to bounce on him. The warm outside air hits my flesh and feels so good. He and I were already starting to sweat, but in this heat, it beads up and runs down our bodies faster, making us slippery and shiny.

I sink down on top of him and lose all rational thought. “Oh. Oh fuck. Ohmigod, you feel so good.” A sharp inhale forces its way out of my mouth as he bottoms out. I lean back and brace my hands on his thighs to feel him at a different angle. He reaches around behind me and gets a handful of my ass in each hand and pulls me toward him and then pushes me away again. The friction driving me crazy. “Oh shit, do that again.” He obliges and keeps it going with a steady rhythm knowing that my clit is rubbing against his pubic bone.

“Bounce up and down,” he coaches. I start a fast pace chasing the pressure that’s building in my stomach. “Fuck. Slowly, Lib.” I try to obey but we’ve created a circle - forward, up, backwards, down. I’m unable to keep it slow and he seems to have gotten on board with the faster pace. “Libby, I’m gonna come.”

“Uh-huh, me too.”

“Libby, I don’t have a condom.”

Shit.

I didn’t even think about that.

“I’m on the pill.” Which reminds me I’m on my last pack and not sure when I’ll be able to get more.

He gives me a look that clearly says,Are you sure about this.

Instead of answering with words, I let my orgasm consume me and as I clench around him, he follows suit, the condom argument forgotten. Meanwhile, I forget that we’re outside and a scream starts to bubble up my throat. Casper catches it when he places a hand over my mouth but it’s so strong, I bite his palm.

“Oh fuck,” he whispers and I swear he starts to spiral again. Apparently, he likes it rough and dirty too. Not that I would have expected anything different.

Finally, I collapse on his chest, both of us breathing hard.

“You fuck as good as you look,” I tease.

“You expected something less?” he teases back as he pushes some hair out of my face.

I grow serious as the endorphins fade out of my system. “I had no expectations. Certainly not this. A lot has changed since I first laid eyes on you at the kite school.”

“What did you think then?” he asks as he uses his fingertips to trail a line from my neck between my breasts.

“That you were a man and my whole life I’d only dealt with boys.” I wink at him as I continue seriously, “I had suspicions that you were probably a powerhouse in bed, but no real expectation that I’d ever find out.” I shrug a shoulder nonchalantly.

“I was so angry the day I met you,” he confesses, his eyes roaming over my naked body seemingly as awestruck by me as I am of him.

“Angry?” I ask, startled. “Why?”

“For so long, I’d been able to keep to myself. The minute I saw you, I knew I hadn’t been tempted in the last eighteen years, like I was about to be.”

His words shock me to my core.Tempted by me?I’m no dog, but he’s…well…him.I sit back and let him see the shock on my face which makes him chuckle. “Yes, Libby,youare the perfect temptation for me. And I’m tempted to take you again, right now, but we have things to discuss. Let’s get dressed and go over the plan and maybe we can make dinner quick tonight.

Annnnnd there’s a cold bucket of water right on my blissful moment. Someone wants to kill us. Somehow, I’d managed to forget.

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